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Family and Friends Day

2009-06-06T07:08:00.006+04:00

With Colleagues to Educational Tour

Singapore Flyer & Soccer Match

Animals Everywhere... Its the Zoo!

2009-05-16T07:45:00.014+04:00

Yesterday, took a day leave and went to the Zoo with Fiance and friends. Woke up early and get ready to the Zoo. weeee.. (even though there's nothing special there..hehe)

It was scorching hot on the way there but alhamdulilah at least it's sunny and doesn't affect our journey. That's the most important thing. :) Kind of tiring throughout at the Zoo coz it was a long trail. Managed to catch all the animal shows and every animals without fail. The boys really listened to me and were supportive of my itinerary. Thanks guys.

And fortunately, when we reached the exit, then it started to rain heavily. Lucky lucky.
From this trip, i just realized that Fiance is afraid of animals, i mean to touch them especially (not even a horse). Nampak je gagah, tapi.... weakling in that.. haha.

It's Momma's Day

2009-05-11T15:54:00.006+04:00

Last Sunday was Momma's Day. Happy Mother's Day to all Moms. Frankly speaking, I can't wait to have kids of my own. Especially daughters :)

It was such a coincidence Bro managed to join on that very day, when he was given off day. So exactly at 12pm we made our way to Town to search for Mom's belated birthday gift and Mother's Day gift as well.

Went Takashimaya for our first stop, survey those branded goods. Went to Coach, well they are of affordable prices, but Im not so into them though I love their small wristlet/handheld bags as I love clutches. It was so hard to find what Mom really wants. She now dislikes Guess and Bonia "as they were to common for her" she said.

Then, we had our break for lunch and went over Breeks. They do not have any speciality in their food but they have delicious smoothies and drinks. My favourite is "the Ocean". Superb.

Next, drove over to Far East Plaza, yes we are that lazy for "my shopping only. Full Stop.

Then off to CK Tangs. I guess Tangs is much better place to shop and Im even a member of them now. haha. Intending to buy sneakers soon (yah so not me rite). Then, like finally Mom found something that she likes after our recommendation. And the brand that she doesnt own before. Thank God. We really search high and low for her gift.

We were so happy that she loves what my Bro and I bought for her. Alhamdulilah, rezeki kita murah to buy for her a gift each from us. Im glad my family though is small, as we grown older, our bonds are getting closer. Despite minor hiccups in the family, some attention can make us happy. :)

The last stop was for her Groceries shopping in NTUC this time, not Giant. Haha. My Bro has got like a bunch of vouchers and it almost reached $300 and more NTUC shopping vouchers, no wonder Mom grabbed like so much. Damn, if I have known, i would have shop till drop there, like in NTUC? why not.

Mom advised us not to be too calculative over things. Never be stingy towards anyone. Always help family members first before others. She even told us, if you really want something, own it. Insyallah rezeki kita ada kat mana-mana. that's a lesson learnt. :)

What i practice is, each time when i received my pay, the first thing is to draw out for Mom's before i start spending the rest. And if i had extra cash, it will be spend for her as well. Her Bonia wallet and handbag was given to her when I had very first cash from Scholarship in ITE. Her Guess watch was bought for her when i had my first GST credits. Seriously speaking, Ive never had not enough money, but its just that i dont like to spend unnecessarily cause if i really want that something till i cant sleep, i wont grab them the very next day. Thats the idea of saving the money and the intention of my future as well. Coz i don't earn a lot.

My favourite little handbag and the public loves it. Tat bag was being approached for several times.

Carlo Rino handbag and Braun Buffel wallet were her gifts

HAppy Happy Birthday!

2009-05-06T16:38:00.003+04:00

First of all, before i forget. Just wanna wish "Happy Birthday" to Mom and Bro!!! We had so much food for both of their BIG days. We had pizzas during Bro's bdae and Arnold's on Mom's Bdae. All credits to Bro!! yeay.

Bought Mom a cake on her bdae. It was a love at first sight cake, maybe some of you had tasted it or saw the cake before. Well, i didnt and bought itafter falling in love with the sight of it. And true enough, it tasted as delicious as the cake. Seriously, it was damn nice. Thought of buying for her from Swensen's, unfortunately, it had closed down and im too plain lazy to go to their restaurant in TM. Damn packed lor. But im glad that everyone loves it. Can buy a bigger one next time!!

Fiance has been a good boy still. He's been giving me the security. Thank you. Love u so much and my family too!

My work and colleagues have been fine. Totally love the environment there. No doubt about that. It's a miracle that i dun have mood swings in the morning, though i can be groggy while on the way to work coz some of them who saw me thought that im sombong. Well, its normal. hahaha. But i when reached the office, their jokes always brighten up my day, you know wak ameen? hehe.

Hope to meet my girls soon. :) I tink most probably next week. Its pay day!!

New Updates!!!!

2009-05-01T17:26:00.003+04:00

Yeay!!! New updates from NANI!!!

I've lost touch with the blogging world. All I did online was either to do work to research on something or played games in FB. Lame, i know. As im adapting to new working hours: 8.30am.

To darktearz: im currently working in govt sector (psst: tempat yg bnyk nsmen yg smart2)

How's my life? Alhamdulilah. Love my colleagues and my new workplace. Helpful and comedians peeps. Im currently not adapting to the ghost town due to the flu cases as we had to split. :(
Hopefully, this flu thingy subsides A.S.A.P, its driving me crazy.

Fiance has been good although we have minor quarrels, like usual. hehe. He's been a good boy. Fetch me home everyday, bring me to karaoke session etc and most importantly, giving me the security when i needed most.

Met up with Bestie and Suzie. Gosh its been a long time i met my ITE mate, Suzie. Went Simpang Bedok for dinner, gossips & updates. hees.

Yesterday, met up with Rai & Azeana. I was craving for Pastamania and im so glad all of them agreed to have dinner there. Had such a lavish dinner. Ordered my favourite Marinara and their apple crumble was delicious. We forced ourselves to finish up our food and we managed to clear our plates. I was very comfortable with myself after gobbled up everything. hehe.

That day, Fiance watched Wolverine without me :( tkpe kasi chance boys night out.

Happy Labour Day everyone!

Fast and FUuuuurrious!!!

2009-04-05T10:43:00.002+04:00

I feel great now that no more work on Saturdays, though my current job will require me to work on ad-hoc basis during the weekends or public holidays, but of course with replacement of off days on weekdays. :)

Me and Fiance watched midnight movie yesterday, Fast & Furious 4 at Great World City. Perhaps it wasnt as good as F&F 1,2,3. And again, i slept halfway, well, as you know i rarely watched midnight movie, so when we had this occasionally midnight movie, i just dozed off during the show. So maybe, dont rely on my ratings for this movie.

Nevertheless, the best part was they make use of the GPS function to direct them to their race's route. It was awesome and innovative idea isnt it? Cool sia. The rest was mostly bleargh. Should have watched "Confessions of a Shopaholic" instead, if only he would agree. heh. Then, we had some lepak session before we went home. Thanks darling for the movie and being there for me during my difficult times. :)

Hope to meet my gurls soon, well, next week would be a brighter week. hehe.

Updates Time!

2009-04-03T19:06:00.002+04:00

Hey all! Been so long ive not updated ever since i left the other world. Now its time for a "whole new world" hey hey!

Weekends was spent with Fiance. Watched him playing soccer and had our bowling session at Leisure Park as well. Get to resist my temptation for KFC, i missed their chickens so much ever since i left Shaw House to Clarke Quay. Then, Fiance went shopping to Mustafa Centre, which is the only place we can go in the middle of the night. :)

Finally, i met Bestie that Monday. Went JB and to her new house there :) Love the lepak session so much, listening to her "musical" fountain really ease my mind, went window shopping in Jusco and find out their beauty products are much cheaper there. Do grab them in JB! Then we had our dinner at Chai Chee Restuarant coz only to find out Mak's Place was closed. hehe.

How's my first day of work in the govt sect? Okay it was welcoming. My workplace is in Novena actually. haha. Met new colleagues, all friendly people. Same kampung mah. So can talk in malay now. Had orientation in the morning, and I/N-S/V/C in the afternoon. They brought me to Marina Barrage. We will have this event every month. Perhaps it can help us for stree-free moment. Me and the other two N-men will have to discuss on the next place to visit. Quite excited about it.

Just learnt about my new job scope. Quite a handful, i must say. But well, its my job so i will do my best in it. I can go to Zoo for free for 4 adults if im not mistaken. yeay, shall bring my family and Fiance along. Insyallah. Yet to book for the dates. This will be part of my job as well. Slowly and im adapting to it. No more punch cards and stay in lunches, i even went till Orchard for lunch. Alhamdulilah i made the right choice. Hopefully everything will remain steady.

Sorry babes, cant join u guys, will meet up soon okay. Today, i was with Fiance after work, we really had a good quality time together, after so long. :) I told him of the missions he has to accomplish before making the big decision. I guess i dont want to hurry and i wont care what others will say about us as long we know what we want in our life. Right now, i pray that he will get through the interview which will be held next week. I will be proud of him if he gets in. Insyallah. mudah-mudahan murah rezeki dia. Amin.

Right after, we went for karaoke session with my favourite ice blended oreo in hand. Our favourite hobby, lucky we have at least one same interest. Asyik conflict of interest je slalu. ahakz. Thanks darling for the night. I wish him the best for his interview. Amin.

Sick(-ening) Day

2009-03-26T07:13:00.002+04:00

After a long day yesterday, i felt uneasy standing in the train. I felt sleepy and my stomach felt uneasy. I was impatiently waiting for the train to reach Tampines. Finally got a seat upon reaching Tanah Merah, and steal a few minutes to close my eyes.

Still, had to walk home, i really felt sick. argh. i hate falling sick actually. Right after reaching home, i vomitted all the what-not. I was thinking, "ni mesti confirm tkde energy nak gi tgk hasan", and quickly msg him. At bout 8pm, i was already asleep till the morning.

I feel kinda better today after a long long sleep and im bored yet, again. So here i am blogging with not a good content to start with. Just to pass the time... la la la..one more day to go!

Crazy Baby

2009-03-25T08:47:00.002+04:00

Another 2 days to go!! It is such a sad thing counting down to this kind of thing. Again, I got no choice but to leave. My patience is running low. Please, dont always depend on me all the time. I need my own space to do things.

I really love all my previous "C", they are a great bunch, really. Miss them all so much. But now everyone is gone. Sad huh. To be mean, i got to say this, "no wonder he leaves you. and everyone, i should say." But actually, she was great during her good times, but now everything has changed. Too bad then.

And again, Fiance met with an accident yesterday. I wonder how his face will look like with the scar, hopefully not so bad as i thought after healing. *prays hard*. His uncle called me up telling his situation, but i shall say, im quite immune to it as it is not his first time. We were in the "merajuk mode" but everything changed yesterday. Thus, had to visit him.

His friends were playing a fool about the incident and interrogating me about that last Thursday. Its not funny okay.

Right now, im bored doing irrelevant things.

Oh ya i heard thats a energy-saving campaign this Saturday, to turn off the electricity for two good hours. hmm.. how bout a romantic candle light dinner darling? heh. I thing we would be perspiring after that two hours in front of the candle. haha.

Someone, entertain me please. okay time to disturb Horny, my 9-5 partner in crime.

Bdae Happy Bdae

2009-03-19T09:55:00.002+04:00

Firstly, wishing Happy Birthday to Rai on 19th March!!!! May all ur wishes cum true babe. Cheers!

Followed Fiance and friends to run his errands. Five of us accompanied him settled his stuffs. Thanks guys for the companion. We had breakfast together over at his family's stall, then went all to the way to the north side for his medical check up. I really hope that he got that job. Insyallah. At least he tried and make an effort to do all the things that was requested. And here i make an effort to pray the best for him :) Insyallah.

Then, all of us went JB. It was scorching hot and the guys were riding. OMG!! Halfway throughout, we went to Pelangi for mini shopping. Though, it wasnt up to our expectations, we were enjoying the air con instead. Heday's wifey made the shopping instead of me :( Coz the boss for the day was Fiance, he was my cashier for that day, so don't expect i can buy unnecessary stuffs. heh. Bought VCDs and CD and of course, my favourite MAGAZINES. Then the other hours was waiting for him to finish up beautifying his bike.

Thinking back, i didnt mind at all with the waiting and how humid it was yesterday. At least i can ease my mind, and i have many people entertaining my nonsense. hees.

On another note, after Fiance being far far away from me, he's coming back closer to me now, even though it took quite some time to regain back everything. I guess, maybe he really needs some time for himself and work. This week, i have been seeing him almost everyday ever since on the midnight of his Birthday. I didnt expect that much from him but i got it from him that much.

I learnt that i musnt be too demanding on him, if he needs time on his own, dont complain. Let him be with his friends when he needs to. Trust should be there so that i wont feel clingy on him. No more complain. More trust and love. hehe.

He even gave all of us the sweetest msgs yesterday for accompanying him. :)

Bdae Love Bdae

2009-03-16T05:56:00.009+04:00

Wishing my Lovely Boy, a Happy Birthday!!!!! It falls on 15 March and im so glad that he was a happy boy on his special day, despite so many downs we had together.heh. :)

Saturday was a working day, quickly rushed home to take a nap and when i woke up it was too late to go PP for window shopping. :( mom didnt wake me up either when i told her to. chet.

Then, me, fiance, heday and wifey decided to watch midnight movie at Cathay Picturehouse. We were on the way there when the clock struck 12mn. "Happy Birthday Sayang!!" hehe. So there was a "kecoh" moment in the car. So we watched "Watchmen" since that is the earliest timing and the birthday boy wanted to watch the show. I wanted to watch "Coming Soon" but its too late to wait since i have a 10am appointment the next day. Thanks to the Bdae boy for the movie. Love u many2 (bila part gaduh je ckp lain lak. haha).

Overall, the show is okay, but not to my liking. I was sleepy a couple of times, since it was suppose to be my bedtime. hehe. Reached home almost 5am and had to get up at 9am on Sunday. bleargh.

Fiance & Me

Heday and Wifey (Above2)

Yeah, what i did at 10am is to rebond my hair which is already like "singa lapar" hehe. Yes, early in the morning. I think i would prefer to come back there again for my hair services compared to my previous hair salon in Bugis. Friendly staff and everything nice. The only thing that they need to change is their chair which doesnt have a stand to hold my feet. The best part is the place to wash the hair. Initially, i thought the bed vibrated due to the water heater, but to my surprise its a massage bed. Cool rite, i just lay on the bed without having to sprain my neck coz that is what happen whenever i wash my hair at my previous salon. And they even have plasma TV while they put on some treatment on my hair and leave me at the basin. hehe. I definitely would go there again. :)

After taking a nap, met up with Fiance and friends for his real birthday celebration. We went to Kbox at Kallang Leisure Park and they gave us till 3am to sing our hearts out. But of coz, we didnt stay for that long. Reached there at 6.30pm to start our competition of Singapore Idols. haha. Right after, we went to ECP for supper and my super late dinner and ended up having gastrics. Such a waste. Fiance ordered so much food, but thanks to all the "gagah" people who finished up the food. Thanks darling for the supper treat. We love u. :)

To his friends and everyone who was there, thank you for making it happen. Alhamdulilah :)

Me with my Broom hair for now

Surprise!!

Sat-ur-Day

2009-03-14T05:18:00.002+04:00

After a hard day work, finally went shopping while waiting for the rest yesterday. Future State got 50% discount lor, so quickly rush in and grabbed one. :) Im good in quick shopping just like what i did in Bangkok previously. In 15-20mins given, i can spend all the Bahts all by myself. :)

Then, met my Muthafs for dinner. It was rewarding for me as it has been so long i laughed all my heart out. It was syiok moment. Meeting Muthafs, Amirul and his friends was great. I really need that badly. Complaining, listening to stories, update on our lives and so on.

The funniest part was when a bapok was attracted to Amirul. You know this bapok who is always in Orchard attracting the public's attention. Yes, its shim. Hahaha. Amirul was terrified at that moment, coz i could see him walking that fast from the corner of my eye. Woo! U go boy!

Yesterday, somehow felt pissed in the middle of the night, and when i came back i saw the shirt that he bought for me on my bed. Surprise lah konon. Okay it was sweet and everything cause i know that he gonna buy for me but didnt know that he delivered it to my house on the same day. Siapa yang birthday ni skg?

Each time, there's plan, there's always something that im gonna pissed at! Argh. I dont know where my patience level has gone to. It used to be my middle name. heh. Must be something that is affecting me so much. I swear it's that thing.

Okay i have to run.

Unstable mood. *maybe due to lack of sleep yesterday*

TGIF

2009-03-13T11:45:00.002+04:00

I really can't wait to leave at 6pm, oklah not really on the dot. heh. Must still show some good quality staff hokay despite everything.

Its TGIF babes, but then again, tomorrow is a working day. Very coincidence, each time i wanna met Muthafs, tomorrow is always a working day. haha.

Im going to shop for new clothes and my fake eyelashes which has almost "koyak". My fake eyelashes is my "susuk" for now. heee.. I plan to buy a book too from Borders but still in KIV. Maybe can go Parkway Parade tomorrow.

Sunday, will finally rebond my hair which is now like "singa lapar". So no need to comb my hair everyday anymore. Tiring hor.

And Sunday will be someone's birthday. Not sure whether he's looking forward to it. haha. Today, he has been calling me, much to my surprise as he prefers SMSes rather than calling. Actually, i would rather own a pager than a hp, at least we get to talk to each more often. hahaha. *doinks*

So whats the plan for his upcoming birthday??? Not a luxury or exclusive ones. He told me "No surprise or cake for me pls". So the opposite of me. To me, a cake is VERY important on birthdays. So just wait and see, what's in store for him this Sunday. :)

Right now, I just cant wait....... waiting... waiting....6pm... *bell ringggggggg*****

Bad Day!

2009-03-12T14:10:00.002+04:00

Okay, im pissed, angry and all those negative feelings coming already.

Well, actually i'm not surprise either, but at least ask me when was it that i wanted to take my leave lor. Maybe some days its okay to take rather than not approving any at all, right. Bleargh.

Right now, i can take NONE annual leave. not even a tiny weeny half day or a day. Wat a luck! I have plans made, and everything going down the drain. If i were to take MC on all those days, i will be declared bankrupt by end of the mth. hahaha.

Argh. I'm angry lor. I rather rot at home now rather than dragging myself to C.Q. Seriously. Okay, maybe im losing interest here already. That's why.

The last two weeks will be lunch in everyday. Sianz. My eyes can become "kero" already facing the computer for 8 hrs.Lol. But maybe can shopping lar hor. Kill the time. But no more kakis already now. All left.

I cant wait for tomorrow to end at 6pm. To meet MUTHAFS.... yeay. At least something to look forward to. *all smiles now*

Birthday Birthday

2009-03-10T06:29:00.004+04:00

I'm in a holiday mood. Serious. I really have to refresh my memories to start a new life. I really hope to do it in these few weeks. Hopefully. Haha.

Last Saturday celebrated one of Fiance's friend birthday. Happy 26th Birthday! Everything that has been planned went well. Alhamdulilah. Despite the heavy rain when we were all supposed to meet, we still managed to continue and proceed with the earlier plan, bt only after the rain stopped. :)

We had nice food - especially the bbq chicken and cockles (yummy! once start cannot stop). Thanks to the birthday boy who bought them and it was during that time we plan to surprise him. SURPRISE!!!

The rest of the day was.... secret. hahaha. Thanks friends!

Sunday was shopping with Mom and paying a visit to my Auntie's.

Right now, planning for the upcoming birthday. Shall make a simple one for him but yet memorable okay. Hope everything went well. - He warned me not have a surprise for him. Ok.

Happy? Not!

2009-03-06T05:22:00.003+04:00

Today, i feel like blogging, dunno for wat. Perhaps to update myself la hor.

Finally I've submitted my "the end" letter. I think it's time for me to move on into another world. I really hope that it would be better place. Looking forward to it so much now. Wondering whether i can see many hunks in future. hahaha (right or not bestie?) *giggling cheekily* Now, holiday mood already. I guess it's a normal feeling right.

I miss many people apart from my family (cause i get to see them everyday. hah) I miss Bestie (still owe her a birthday celebration and gift), I miss Muthafs (bila nk lepak?) and also I miss HIM. Well, what can i do? I got so much to think about. Right now, im meeting a lot of important people but i don't wish to share. I hope it really works though. I'm trying hard to work on it okay.

I really want to meet them soon. Betol!

I wonder what is everyone doing right now. How have you guys been doing? Sometimes i feel like fallen apart. Don't ask why. Its just my feeling that's all. And i don't know what to do. It has been a bad time for me this week. I can' tolerate it any longer. I wanna go far far away from everyone but i can't. My friends and family and even HIM are my precious still.

Depression mode. Will be back soon.

Hey Hey

2009-02-26T07:23:00.003+04:00

Heyo...

Nari feeling2 nk tulis melayu+english lah pulak, tak tau kenapa.

Firstly, abt my previous entry, alhamdulilah dah settled. Bagus banget. Penat guwe melayani kerenah2 org smue and nak kena juga hati org smue. Penat sungguh.com. heh.

Yesterday, guwe dah sign benda ni: L/O/A. weeee.. org dia sungguh friendly. Bagus lah lepas satu hari kena bising pat "situ". Lepas tu, train rosak, turun outram, then kena naik cab gi sana. Get to meet org friendly and talk softly and nicely to me, its a gift after hard day sey.

Nari nak hantar something kat si "dektu" tapi tgh takot giler. Takot lak volcano erupted. hahaha. tapi aku rasa this is the time and the moment has finally arrived. Darah gemuruh nih. Bleargh. Tapi kena buat jugak no matter what.

Semalam si dia pulak minta permission nak kerja lain after work. Part gini mintak permission, part2 lain, haram, tkde lak nak minta permission. haha. Pada aku skg, whatever la, buat ape yg baik. Ape pun tk semua org sama, jadi tk leh compare si dia dgn org2 lain. Penat ah. Skg da okay, accept aje. Later on tu, pandai2 guwe mengharungi and buat ape yang patut. If he meant to be mine, he will be mah....la la la lala.

Nari mcm tak sabar nk balik rumah, tak tau kenapa. Nari mcm bnyk benda yang aku tak tau kenapa.

Nak rebond rambut lagi ar, penat ah pakai straightener, gi keje tak sempat lak. Kat mana ada tempat murah buat eh tapi nice. grrrr..

tu je nk ckp.. kesian kan pasal tkde org layan jadi type pat sini. toodles.

Lie Low

2009-02-23T14:07:00.002+04:00

Now, everyone must stay away from me!!! argh!

Not in the right mood, well its the end of the month. Sensitive period. Full stop. Perhaps every little things that you mention can hurt me be it, small or huugge matter. So back off!

Okay this will be a random post, so just bear with me hor.

It's a sad thing that one small mistake that you did people can always judge you or remember them in their life. But when we did good things for them, it will be blinded by the small mistake. Why cant I get a small appreciation? Not even tiny weeny bit of appreciation. bleargh. It hurts like hell.

But its ok coz when i do something, i dont expect something in return anyway. I will never stop to pray the good things for you. I don't bear grudges coz i know im not perfect either. I jolly well know that. haiz.

But whatever that happens throughout my life, i learn. I know that i wont have a good life in future but i don't want to give up hope. But then, i wont practice what people did to me during my worst period. Never. Insyallah.

Happy Birthday Bestie!!!

2009-02-20T06:30:00.002+04:00

Yeah, today's Bestie 25th Birthday!!!!! I never forget ur birthday lei!!! hehe.

"Sedap tak i sing for you birthday song pagi2 buta??? Nasib, tgh tgk vcd, kalau tak menyumpah kan? heh."

Hope u have an enjoyable birthday today and may all ur wishes cum true ya. Love u so much. Hopefully our friendship will never ends and will keep on going and going. Muuuuacckss!!!

And im happy that my black beauty is ready for collection. I have collected my car two days ago, credits to Fiance for sending me there. It was way loooong journey. We reached much earlier than expected.

So we sat in the car, talking about ourselves. Sometimes, i think that at times he does talk sense to me, but i have this bad habit to answer back though its senseless. ish. haha. But he also talk senseless at times. So its even lor.

Right now, im scared of "leaving", but i guess its for my own good la. I mean i should think of my future first rather than other people. If not, im going to nowhere right. I think i made the right decision. Insyallah.

On another note, i felt so bersyukur and alhamdulilah that i got it! The kind of place that i really want. Stability. The kind of environment that i've been longing for. Alhamdulilah.

Fiance was happy for me and said "Good for you". Bestie was happy for me too. And hope the rest too! :)

Hoepfully, everything will run smoothly. Insyallah. Amin.

In Love Once Again

2009-02-17T13:07:00.002+04:00

This is month is a very tight month for me especially the dollars and cents sign. argh. Yesterday, must say a big thank you to Fiance for accompanying me from Tampines till all the way to Teban just to send my black beauty for servicing.

Unfortunately, someone think so lowly of my driving skills and said that u drive first then after i pump my petrol, i follow u from behind. Ya right. I drove from tampines to teban all by myself and when i called he exit the wrong way and saw him coming in from the wrong direction.

When he reached, he was smiling at me from ear to ear and said "wah, my baby pandai sey drive sampai sini" Then, there goes my one big essay to him. hahaha. But i kept smiling at him, must smile mah, then he loves me cause have to ask him to send me back from teban to tampines. hehe.

And my car need real servicing, my rear light gone, fog light gone, internal light gone and something wrong with my door lock. arghhhh... i see $$$$$ disappearing to just $. :( But now everything has settled, just some problem with the wiring so actually not all my lights are gone. only gonna take my black beauty tomorrow. but hopefully everything will be okay in future.

Right now, feel so in love, dunno about tomorrow. hahaha. my emotions is ever-changing! Now, i love it after our heart-to-heart talk, we communicate better now.

Just talk to him just now, and he wants to fetch me. yeay. suweettt...

V-post Day!!

2009-02-15T19:20:00.006+04:00

Weekends like finally over. How time flies. And i didn't even get enough rest yet. argh.

How's everyone celebration for V-day. Must be great i guess. :) Well, its nothing special for me but im very happy and extremely glad that managed to be with Fiance on that day. heh.

I was working on Saturday and came back quite late. Fiance was busy with his errands, and i really mean real busy. He took almost half of the day settling his stuffs. Only managed to accompany for the car wash and to Bedok when we were supposed to get ready for my fren's wedding. Btw thanks for accompanying me.

Rushed back home to get ready for the wedding invitation. Off we went to Yasmin's wedding at Lagun Sari Restaurant. She looked gorgeous that day. So happy for her despite some hiccups before the wedding. Alhamdulilah, everything went well.

Then, me and Fiance went to Marina Barrage, and it was like damn packed. I was like, haiz how i wish we went there with a bike instead, easier to park our vehicle. So got no choice but to bring him to Keppel Island. Well, i can say he loved it. Initially, we were standing by the sea overlooking the scenery. Then, he decided to have some drinks there. And again, it was difficult to get a seat, we even had to stand at first.

Fortunately after some time, we got the couch for ourselves. Yes, we had a heart to heart conversation. And what i learnt from our conversation is to be a good listener and to accept what he said. :) I think im kinda relieved now, knowing what are our wants. We even managed to gossip too. heh. Only thing is, the music was kinda loud there and affected our conversation. hahaha. I shall not elaborate on our conversation cause i wanna keep it personal.

But i think i regret one thing that i did, and listening to what he said makes me feel so bad. argh. Another thing that i learnt is to smile each time i meet him. hahahaha. really. Maybe thats how he loves it when i first met him long long time ago when i went over to him. Memories.

Happy Valentine's Day.. Love Love

2009-02-14T05:04:00.005+04:00

Hey, Happy Valentine's Day!!! Love Love. Muacks

Met up with MuthaFs, Amirul and Sharul yesterday. Yeah, we will always meet up like once a week so that i can de-stress myself. Been spending with my friends eh lately. :) weeee... Good, 2-2. heh. Met them at Plaza Singapura, had dinner at B.K, camwhoring and we were talking non-stop until at a point of time i felt so lost and didnt know which conversation should i interfere to. hahaha. Just like Amirul, lost! hahaha

Then we had chill out session at Istana Park, laughing our hearts out. It was so much fun, no worries nothing. heh.

The pictures are up!

Pictures Pictures!

2009-02-13T05:08:00.006+04:00

Well, these are the pictures taken on Wednesday with my Bestie and Akak. Enjoyz

Beautiful People in a Beautiful Island

2009-02-12T18:12:00.002+04:00

Right after work, met up with sweetie pies in a beautiful place. It has been a long long time ever since we went out together.

Went to Vivo for our dinner at Secret Recipe and trying to dig out some secrets at the same time. More gossips to make our dinner spicier as usual. heh. After some camwhoring session and make ourselves full, we went someplace to chill. Very beautiful place indeed! Yummy!

Listening to stories and their experiences. At time, i felt scared but then we must have positive thinking right. Well, i definitely will do my best in improving myself rather than keep asking him to do what i like him to be. Correct rite. Yah, i know.

Its good to share stories and experiences and even views. It helps us to know whether what we did is right or wrong. Yah, im slowly learning everyday. Thanks to my girls yesterday for the advices and support. Love u all. Muacks.

Just now, yes, Fiance fetched me from work. I was surprised actually, i dont know why. Maybe i keep thinking all those negative thoughts on my mind. Chet. I was silence throughout, he, too did the same.

But he is still caring like he used to like what he did just now (dont wish to elaborate further haha). Guess what, i wrote a letter to him. hahaha. Don't ask me for what, but i just did it. I didnt want him to see it, so i gave the coffee thingy that my colleague gave it to him and put it together in his bag. But it was a tough thing to do, coz he keep looking at the bag, so when he turned around, i quickly did that "dirty job" hahaha. But till now, i still do not know whether he had read them.

Neymind i shall wait till tomorrow. haha.

Happy Birthday John!

2009-02-08T14:22:00.006+04:00

Yesterday was Bestie's sweetheart's birthday. Happy Birthday John!! Hope you guys have a nice celebration last night with us.

Ya to get there was tough one.. hahaha. *winks to Bestie*

Joined them for their celebration at Downtown East Chalet, had some bbq and many talking sessions. I am happy after so long, i've not met Bestie and the day has arrived. All of our loved ones were there, Bestie, her BF, her BF's bestfriend, Fiance and his bestfriends were there as well.

Well, February is the month of L.O.V.E isnt it. So yesterday was the Full Force. :)

Played UNO and in order to finish up the food, those who lose the game shall eat those food which has long been left on the table. heh.

Yes, it was a scary game for me cause i don't eat a lot and for me to gobble those food down my throat would be hard. The winner was Madi, if im not wrong cause he didn't manage to even to eat at least once. Shit, it was a tough fight between me and him for not eating those hot dogs. hehe.

Hope everyone had fun yesterday!!! :)

That morning, before heading to the lift, it was moved one for me and Fiance. I really hope he knows how to manage his time cause i dun want him to change (just be better). No words was mentioned but the look into each others' eyes just tells me that we love each other. awww.. haha.

After the conversation we had with his bestfriends and bestie, i hope we will understand each other better and go to the right direction. Well, at least he talks nicely to me after several missed calls again. hahaha. Nani, i think u should change lor. hahaha

2009-02-06T20:38:00.003+04:00

Okay, no more lunar new year, coz its ending soon anyway. hahaha.

Sorry for not updating my blog, been busy with work and stuff. Maybe too much head-banging.

Talking about the Takashimaya, yes me and family went there. It's been so long that we had our family outing together.

We went there last Sunday, trying to use up my voucher, ended up using them for my bro's wallet that he likes. Glad that he loves it. Went window shopping in Taka and me and mom was so focus on this Indonesian dance performance, with their puppets and everything. It looks so scary lor. Serious sey, like those kudang kepang thingy. But it was a nice performance to watch.

Then drove to Far East, coz its my turn to shop. yeay. Bought a dress and skirt for myself and i think i shop too much already since i've got something very important to pay. Sianz.

Lastly, we had dinner at Spize, but din ordered the favourite prata Bomb. Wasted! I miss having them with my ahem ahem, fiance. Miss him lah. Padahal baru jumpa smlm.

Had a terrible PMS, i guess this is the worst PMS ever compared to other months. But to think again, every mth pun PMS, and the sad part is my victim: Fiance. Minor little things can cause us to have arguments. I dun even know whether he realised that we got terrible arguments every month. hahaha.

Yesterday also argued when we met. But he is very the clever, he knows im unhappy when i don't hug him on the bike. So he used his trick by riding very fast and brake instantly. Siao rite. Den kept banging his helmet over me, pretending he falls asleep so that i would laugh. But at least better, he knows how to win my heart rather than dun care abt me. pls do that more often.

Hasan, hasan... but can u quit spending more time with your friends!!!!! heh.

After a week, finally met up with MuthaFs, shared our stories. Yah, heard too many sad stories lately, and i got scared myself. "Hopefully, Allah jauhkan kita dari segala yang kesedihan. Amin"
Perhaps, God gives us challenges cause it's the best for us. (only God knows best)

The most important of all is patience and patience. It's not easy being a woman, full of emotionals. haiz.

Hopefully, my friends out there are doing better now. Whatever that happens, there's always a blessing in disguise. Be strong and don't worry too much. Been to the worst stage, and i've managed to go through like finally. If Nani can do it, so can you. hehe.

Don't worry, Be Happy!! :)

Long due Posts

2009-01-31T20:33:00.002+04:00

Happy Lunar New Year to those celebrating these 15 days!!!

Okay all these are the my post-entries that have been long overdue.

Firstly, been busy with the shifting to my new office in Clarke Quay. Its damn far from home. No internet connection at that moment cause our office was still in a terribly big mess and i've got big headache. Now i know what are the things that are needed to be done when i have a house of my own.

Then got long holiday for CNY. A good rest indeed! Very! Got so bored rotting at home and all i did was to watch drama series on you tube. That is my best friend now. haha. Dropped by to East Coast during that weekend to Amirul and Zaini's picnic or campsite. Make new girlfriends. My first time playing RISK. and these gundus (Nani, Rai and Amirul) actually won the game. Cool jugak group kita. hahaha.

Now, i am still stucked in You tube watching this drama series about a tomboy joining as a flight attendant. Nice drama.

Hope to go Takashimaya with family, if possible.

Thats the update for now. I have a boring life now. Well, now it's my downs. No one has a perfect life mah. Sianz. Toodles.

Happy 1st month Anniversary

2009-01-20T14:05:00.003+04:00

Today shall mark my 1st month anniversary for my engagement! Alhamdulilah.

No way i shall keep on counting down everyday, though i've marked this special date every month on his calendar in his room. hehe. Well, you know guys have hard time remembering special dates. But if he did, memang nak kena jotos siak coz he chose this date in the first place. :p

So far things have been well, i shall say. No doubt, there bound to be fights and quarrels, siapa tak kenal nani kan. :) But, fortunately, he has been the one being patience with me and tolerating my "kind and sweet" words when i got angry.

Definitely, there are things that he needs to improve on but i shall not be too demanding and have high expectations on him. No one's perfect. That includes me.

At times, i would always regret saying all those harsh words when he remained calm about what i've said to him. Ya, those words just came out flowingly when i became temperamental. But i rather say things out, then kept it to myself. It's just me. But not to my mom, i've been a good daughter recently when i became 23 years old. hehe. I learn to value her and try to listen to her demand at times. Well, age is catching up. Never do things that might regret us one day.

Hopefully, my engagement will last till our marriage date (which have yet to be set. sorry anti climax sikit). Insyallah. Amin.

Thank you fiance for the tolerance and patience. Thank you for feeding me with food with im hungry and buying me drink when im thirsty. Thank you for hearing my whines and conversation even though you find me noisy like ur engine. Thank you for the small birthday celebration. Thank you for giving me new helmet when i complain about how terrible your previous helmet.

Now i wanna plan for a small celebration for his 23rd birthday. A surprise birthday? maybe.

Ole Ole Ole.. Its a Goal!!!

2009-01-18T12:00:00.007+04:00

After work on Saturday, went over to His family food stall for my lunch. It is newly renovated and my first time eating at their stall. Their nasi jenangan (hopefully i spell it correct) was delicious but didnt get to eat them coz it was already in the afternoon. By the way, their stall is in Bedok near to the Singpost. Promote sikit ah. :)

Yes, i managed to wake up to join Fiance with his family and friends to watch them play. I was late, thanks to Fiance wake up call. Only slept for another few hours before getting ready to Safra for their soccer match.

When i reached over his place, they were all already downstairs waiting for me, sempat practice pat bawah blk lagik. They were really eager for this game huh. Mana nyer all star players je. heh.

In the end, only to find out that they were playing at the small court. Chet.

His family and friends

His cousin

His cousin with the best team players

Group picture after the match

Througout the game, i was happily eating Ramly burger (thanks to Fiance, when a person is hungry, they are angry mah) and snacks brought by his cousins. Hooray to him for scoring a goal in the match, if not buang current je main. hahaha.

After the game, we went for late dinner. Went to Changi for their nasi lemak and tapao them over to Changi beach. I kept asking him to buy whatever that i see is nice, yeah it was so sweet of him to buy it for me, but in the end and as usual i don't really finish my food, kena nag by him for wasting the food. He doesnt even let me drink while eating in case i get full faster. hahaha. But i just cant resist the sugar cane juice. My favourite juice ever!

It was such a cold night and listening to their crap of winning $10 million. Finally i reached home at 12.30am.. get my real sleep at last and finally.

Supper Trip

2009-01-17T05:09:00.002+04:00

Im feeling so sleepy right now. Only had 2 hours of sleep and off to work. But i still managed to have a dream. haha.

Well, after so long i've not met my fiance, it seems like a dream come true, hahaha that bad. It was nice to see him afterall. He brought me to his house, and it was my first visit to his house after our engagement. Watched the engagement video with him with his mom, dad and brother in his room. We kept laughing at each other's antics and made funny comments. heh. That's what i love about his family actually, i really feel "belonging" with them. Then, had normal conversation with his mom and Fiance at the dining table before heading home.

Oh ya "Happy Birthday Ika (His cousin)" Yup i've got the msg from ur abg hasan to me. She must have purposely passed the msg me to get present eh.. :)

Later in the night, went JB with Fiance, Manja & Gf and his two other colleagues to have supper. I tell ya, i used to love to ride to JB with Him for supper previously. But now, gosh i can't take the journey anymore. Maybe, not used to it already. I had a terrible backache right after every pit stop. I guess im getting old (just like what Rai had mentioned in the video.. arghhhh)

Didnt take any pictures coz im too shy to tell his friends that i am camwhore. heh. Had supper and talking cock throughout the night. Then, we got lost halfway because of the new custom and we actually wanted to U-turn to JB. Haha, everyone was like ya, bike touring indeed. But i had fun with him and his friends though. Reached home at 5am (lagi lama daripada balik clubbing time dulu)

Then we went on a separate ways, and while on halfway back home, suddenly, i felt someone was like holding on to me, yeah i was asleep on the way. Please do not try this even at your own risk hokay. Thanks sayang for safeguarding me. hahaha. It is nice to have a good night kiss from u too! hehe muacks. Please wake up later to fetch me ya, i cant wait to get my sleep.

And later, i hope i can wake up to join his family's football match. If not, then i have to give it a go. But then, kinda wasted for my weekend to let it go like that huh. Well, will consider later.

Tataz!

Chilling time!

2009-01-16T14:16:00.002+04:00

Well, it was nice to meet up with my girls, M.F after so long we've got a get-together session. But Hanom wasnt there last Wednesday at Botak Jones. Sometimes, meeting them can also ease my stress away, after long hours of working.

Finally, met up with Rai's Bf (mcm tak biasa lak, heh) during our lepak session. Im glad that he likes our company. Biasa jugak la kan. And as usual, every lepak session is updating session. Like Azeana said, im glad to hear everyone is contented with their lives. I am happy for them too. For Azeana, not too worry, everything will be okay soon ya. Insyallah.

As for me, im happy with everything, all back to normal, engagement life is still the same as ever, though i find that he seldom pissed me off or do anything that is against my patience anymore. Alhamdulilah. And today, after days of long hours of work, i get to meet him, waiting for him to fetch me right now. Miss him like crazy actually. haha. secret okay.

And speaking of secret, i guess he must have said something to M.F that no one dares to tell me what He had told them, but i know it's about my birthday celebration. Neymind, its the past. Forget about it okay. U guys know me better. :)

Work is now busy with shifting and helping each other and the operations. Been to the new office to see the renovation, wow i got my own workstation with the the glass panel beside me where i can oversee the tall buildings. From my boss's room, we can see the whole stretch of Clarke quay and the river as well.

If we got the other side of the office, we can actually see the Singapore flyer, and i only happen to see when the lift breakdown and we have to go a long way to our office. And i was like oh wow, how i wish my office facing the entire Esplanade.

Talking about the new office, its actually a home@work, it is similar like condominium, they have all the facilities and it kinda wasted if we din actually use them. Oh well, after work, i really feel like going home. heh. We are finalizing the packing soon and next week, we will be shifting already.

Will update some other time again. So many birthdays coming up huh....... :)

Life....should be Simple

2009-01-12T18:57:00.002+04:00

It should be my bedtime now. But will do once i've done with blogging.

Been busy with shopping last weekends with Mom, doing a mom-daughter bonding, i suppose. Well, till now, i still love to hold her in the arms in public at this age, am i that touchy?? heh. Went Arab Street to get ready for Raya, i know it's early, well i have to set aside for it too sooner or later. Coz i will be BUSY saving up now. Tell me how hard it is. I mean real savings, not those normal savings u noe. I din know it can be this tough, restricting my money to many many things. And again, sooner or later, i still have to do it. Bah.

I've watched my engagement video done by the Fantastic Amirul aka Akmal. Thanks for the video dok, appreciate so much. Walaupun tak seberapa, it means a lot to me ya. When i first watched them, i got goosebumps, excited agaknya. heh. Then, heard his message to me, awww so sweet. Each time, i wanna start quarrelling with him, i will always remember his message and i refrain from picking on him. Bagus jugak benda ni. It works for me. hahaha.

Alhamdulilah, though we have small quarrels, we managed to talk things out nicely to each other, especially him. Ya, i can be a stubborn girl, i know. Nevertheless, at the end of the day, i will always compromise with you. But don't tell him that. heh. (kat msg je eksyen marah.. heh)

Right now, he's been busy with work but well, absence makes our heart fonder. :( Hopefully everything will remain as it is and insyallah better. I hope to remain as now, peaceful, happy and simple. I will definitely pray for our best. Amin.

Oklah, gonna get some sleep. *yawn*

Btw, sorry hanom couldnt attend Hafiz's kenduri. Salam takziah to Hafiz ya.

Mommy, I Love You

2009-01-09T05:28:00.000+04:00

Prayers answered. Alhamdulilah. Thanks Mom.

Reality Check

2009-01-06T18:22:00.002+04:00

Now, i have split thoughts about whether to buy a house or stay with our parents once we are legally together. I know that it may be too early to say, but i guess planning ahead is a good thing.

Fiance msged me to check the hdb website for new houses (previously we did discuss in the car about this issue). Initially, i was happy cause at least he's thinking about the future ahead. But then, when i was browsing through the website, i started to get worried. It's like, welcome to the new world and serious business. There's so many things to look into if we got a house of our own. Look's like i'm aint prepared huh. Well, perhaps its time for me to be independent and learn from scratch.

He was looking for a house in Sengkang or Tampines that is near to our parents' house. But then, i would prefer new house, those BTO houses, so that i need not do much renovation right. Well, there's always pros and cons to any decision anyway. Perhaps, i shall ask for opinions from those experience ones, anyone care to share??

Hopefully, as day goes by, everything will be well-planned. Insyallah.

P/S: thanks darling for the free gifts, at least u still think of me. kedush.

Men's talk

2009-01-05T08:20:00.003+04:00

Right now, let us talk about men's thing!

I was watching a talkshow on Sunday morning on a Malaysian Channel called "Apa Kata Wanita" (What women say?)

There's a woman from the audience raise a question to this ustaz/counselor :

During the early years of marriage, each time when i was unhappy about my husband, i would keep quiet and then he would understand what i felt. But after many years of marriage, the more i kept quiet, the more he did nothing to my feelings, he seemed not to bother about the whole situation. So what can I do to make him understand?

The answer from Mr Counselor was:

Don't expect to get "i am sorry, honey" from your husband. Asian man, perhaps our men can't be the same like those men in the West and those from the hollywood films. Our typical men always convey their apology through actions. By asking what can he do to help with the household chores; they show their care and concern through actions not by words.

The wives must also initiate to do small romantic gestures everyday to tighten the bond together. It's a good thing to hug him everyday, perhaps before he go to work. Scientific research has shown that if we hug our husband everyday for 10 secs, he will live for an additional 5 more years. (and then he crack a joke about this)

Well, i guess i have came across a book saying that man show their love and concern through actions which means physically-based not emotionally like us, women. I guess, somehow it's true because my fiance did exactly the same thing just before i watched this show.

We had some disagreements about some matter that ended up both of us were furious to each other. The next day, i didn't even contacted him. Initially, he didn't either. Then, i received a msg from him, "me ambik u." i didn't reply. but i was actually relieved coz i hate taking the train home coz it's always like "sardine" in there. (point 1). We didnt even talk while on the road like usual. Then, when i asked him to stop at my car to take my things in there, he cleared away all those twigs on my car, without asking to. (Point 2) Maybe he did all that to mend things back. Alhamdulilah.

So, understand your men, like how they think and react, they are completely different from us. Women are the naggy, petty and emotional creature on earth. That's me, i guess. heh.

By the way, my office are shifting to an office in Clarke Quay, and they have the similar facilities like in Condo. Now, we have kitchen and a bathroom in the office. We can even shower in there. The coolest thing is the jacuzzi which is my favourite, water massage. Ahhhhhh... and the best part is i can wash my bling bling everyday coz that's the place where i bought my engagement ring!!! yeay.

Girls Thing!

2009-01-03T05:42:00.002+04:00

Lately, I have found a miracle to cure my body system. Well, this is all about the girls thing! You know, the monthly thing!

You know it is not good to have a irregular period. And i have found out that irregular menses pattern is caused by lack of ovulation which may be due to stress, cigarettes and heavy caffeine consumers.

I did all these research because I was late for my menses for about few days. Well, i don't do the calculations every month (well, some women did take down when they start and end, each time they had their menses). But I guess, it is a good habit to track our menstrual cycles, well perhaps for future references. ahem. And this also helps us to know whether we are infertility or not.

Well, back to my miracle, i still remember back then, during my ITE days, each time when i feel worried about having my menses at the estimation date, i would always drink pineapple juice. Then, after few days, my menses starts to come.

And in December, my menses did not come at all. Well, i was horribly worried of course, so i didn't get to buy the pineapple juice anymore, but i just ate the fruit instead, fresher mah. And incredibly, i had my period on the day itself, late at night. Miracle right. hahaha.

Well, i did a research on pineapple, the fruit itself. It says that pineapple reduces blood clotting (no wonder) and helps to remove plaque from arterial walls. It is also combats loss of memory, sadness and melancholy (what's that?) Pineapple is also useful for women suffering from painful period.

So, if you want ur menses to come periodically, eat pineapple before the time of the month. Hopefully, it helps. Insyallah.

New Year 2009 Celebration

2009-01-01T13:43:00.007+04:00

Happy New Year everyone!! Let's welcome 2009 with a big heart. Really wish that everything will be smooth sailing journey with good health and wealth. Insyallah. Amin.

New Year eve was celebrated with Fiance and his Best Friend and wifey. Had a quarter day off and all ready to get down in Esplanade to watch the Fireworks. Before that, we had our dinner over in Dhoby Ghaut before making our way to Raffles Place to park my car.

It was really full house, from locals to foreigners. I am really happy coz i was really looking forward to watch the fireworks. While awaiting for the arrival, we kept camwhoring and couldn't care less of the surroundings. Haha.

And yes, the fireworks was great and the last part, the fireworks keep popping out in front of my eyes. :) As usual always had our supper we ended our day, after perspiring from the walk to the carpark. Well, eventually, Fiance made my wish to come true, to be with him; entering into the New Year of 2009. Thank you.

On another note, I have finally received my engagement pictures from Dreamphotography. Thank you abg kai, nice photos i've got with me. Thanks for the expediting the work and great job. :)

Karaoke.. La La La

2008-12-28T09:05:00.007+04:00

Last afternoon, me and him decided to visit my uncle in SGH, but surprisingly he had been discharged. Hmph. Serve me right for not getting any updates from anyone about him. Surprise visit indeed. haha.

So I drove down to Kallang leisurepark but ended up in PartyWorld in Maxwell (which I preferred the most). We had like 4 hours to sing non-stop, until we were running out of songs. Manja joined halfway, so at least we able to kill the time faster.

I think i sang "Listen" by Beyonce beautifully, until he sat still looking at the screen and listened attentively. But i guess, he was sitting looking at that Beyonce. heh.

Btw thanks for the karaoke, my darling Fiance.

No birthday gift, well he still owe me, i don't care. Instead, he bought me something else. sianz. A new helmet. doinks. Padahal, he did text me, "B, you nak helmet tak?" and my answer was a straight NO, but still he bought for me, might as well don't ask me right. Kedush. Ya, i know, my current helmet cannot make it anymore, coz the visor came off halfway while we were in the expressway and it can't be pushed up or down too often. hahaha.

After four hours of singing, we became too hungry and i became too angry. heh. We had supper over at East Coast. Guess what i just found out. He finds me talk too much. I find it so amusing i don't know why, no wonder each time in the car, he would always blast the music out loud. Damn him. hahaha. But he will miss it, if im not with him. tau tkpe. heh.

2008-12-26T20:32:00.002+04:00

Sorry for the late Merry Xmas to everyone!!

Asking me how was my birthday celebration?? Well, everything was a peaceful one. Not a big big celebration. Just a simple companion from Fiance.

Well, i really wanna thank to all the messages that i received at 1am, awaken by the smses. A BIG Thank You to:

- Fiance
- Rai
- Azeana
- Syafiqah
- Amirul
- Hanom
- Ayu
- Bro
- Faizal
- Fahizah

Thank you for all the friendster and facebook birthday messages. Sorry if i have missed out the names ya. :) My company's usual practice of buying a cake for the birthday girl/boy. Thank you for the suprise cake.

Thanks to Dayah, sabo-ed me in Radio Ria for the birthday wish. It was the best surprise gift ever. First time i was on air, though i didnt manage to listen to Ria at that time cause i was in the office. Listening to DJ Fiza O's voice, makes me aware that i was actually on air. If only it was during lunch time, i would have sounded happier. :) tks dayah.

Fiance was trying his best to surprise me for a normal outing birthday celebration, turned out to be "quite" a surprise. Well, its the thoughts that counts rite.

Went bowling with his family on his maternal side. My first time met his entire maternal family. They were all "gerek" kakis. Even though i just knew his cousins, they were all friendly. Received three birthday song from them.

The last one was the most embarrassing part, we were all having normal dinner at Teh Tarik, they decided to sing for me the last birthday song. All of them were singing, hmm i guess they were shouting on top of their lungs, in the middle of the night, and the worst part in a coffee shop. Paisey giler. But it was so sweet, they really treat me like a family, unlike......

Then, went to Negeri Sembilan on christmas eve for.....sorry for those who cant contact me cause it was a last minute decision.

Today, just came back from supper with Fiance's best friend, who else but Heday after sending the items to my "Kak" Andam. Finally get to meet them after their honeymoon in Gold Coast. Alhamdulilah, they are back safely.

We managed to see their wedding pictures, their photographs are all nice and creatively done. I guess im in love with it as well. hehe. And thank you for the sweet birthday gift for me, and the souvenir for Fiance. We really appreciate it so much.

Today, i happened to read his msg to his friends, and i was really touched by that msg. I didn't know he is that sweet. I guess its ok about Saturday, the intention was already good enough.

Sometimes, i dun understand why people dont know how to bersyukur. Even if you want the best, try to appreciate what we have in front of our eyes. In life, we cant be getting the best in both worlds. No one is perfect. Words that came from you, its kinda harsh. Well, whatever that happens, i learn. I learn to be patience, to accept what other people say about me. I can see that in Fiance too, he learn to keep his mouth shut when things get rough.

Everyday, we learn to be a better person, all of us need time to learn from mistakes, experience our own lives. If we don't explore, trial and error, we always be the same person. Alhamdulilah, Fiance learn to solve his own problems and try to watch what he said ever since his best friend got married. Even how harsh, people talks about him, he will always keep quiet. Everyone is different, no one has the same taste. So never have high expectations on us.

"Semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati dan memberkati hubungan kita. Insyallah. Amin."

2008-12-22T13:09:00.004+04:00

The day has finally arrived. Alhamdulilah, my engagement ceremony runs smoothly.

This post will be a tribute to all those who have attended and helped out for my engagement.

A very BIG THANK YOU to:

Mom - the CEO for the great event

Bro - ensuring all my gubahans, bunga rampai and cake have been received. Welcoming the guests

Auntie M.K - taking charge of the catering and the reception corner

Auntie 1 - for the gubahan u made for me

Auntie 2 - for the cake and cupcakes, fetching the gubahans

Auntie 3 & Uncle - for the heart-shaped kuih and fetching the gubahan, rewang-ing at the reception

Cousin - decorating my room and being my assistant the whole day

Bestie & BF - fetching the gubahan though she just came back from work early in the morning. love u bestie.

Akmal - for being the videoman for the day. sayang kau.

Kak Yatee - for beautifying me for the DAY. love ur hands. :)

Abg Kai cameraman - for the shots taken, cant wait for the pictures.

Other relatives, Colleagues, MuthaFs, Farid and Friends, Secondary school mates, Syafiqah and BF, Faizal and those have attended the ceremony though some of you came after the ceremony. Appreciate your existence.

Thank you fiance (ahem ahem), for the cake and the nice GREEN gubahans made by Mak Long.

I know this is just the beginning. Hopefully we are strong enough to encounter all the challenges ahead. God, please give us your blessing to get into another step further. Insyallah. Amin.

Pictures have been uploaded in multiply and facebook (tagged ones).

2008-12-18T11:22:00.002+04:00

Hola!!!

Today will be officially my last day before i start blogging again next week. But don't be surprise if im blogging any of these days just to kill the time as i really want to feel like a princess for this few days and let everyone do the job for me.

Well, fat hope for me, coz today and tomorrow, i will be driving and carrying all those stuffs needed for engagement. What to do, no one in the family drives except me. So who else can drive me. Bleargh. Honestly speaking, i prefer to be driven around, but when i have a problem or something is killing my mind, please LET ME DRIVE. because i will pretend that everyone has this "BEWARE" sign on their mind when they see my car. :p

Right now, i can't wait to use my creative(less) idea to decorate my room. So hope to surprise my babes with my "unique" touch. Well, its all reduce, reuse and recycle items. thanks to my babes. I can always count on them. *peace*.

By the way, BF knew every single little thing that we did on my Hen's party. I guess I have to be honest cause i will be signing my life away with him soon. If he really loves me, he should trust me right, so being the GF, why should I hide things from him. Everything must be shared mah, my opinions, my unhappiness or whatever that i have to say isn't it. Thanks to Endang for the support too, i should say.

When the truth was out, i was gleaming, glowing or all the gl-s lah. He didn't even mention anything about it at all. He even fetched me like he used to, while we were walking in Central Mall, he held my hand like he always did (cause i was 150% prepared in case that he would walk 155 metres away from me which is equivalent to my height anyway. heh)

I am so proud to have the NEW him. Supporting ah bro! The worst thing that he is worried about is the challenges after getting engaged. I wonder what his friends have scared him off. It just tickles me, though.

Ask how am i feeling?? I think im feeling like any other day. Any jitters? Nope. But nervous to meet all his family members.

Pray for me that everything will run smoothly okay. Insyallah. Amin.

2008-12-15T17:26:00.009+04:00

This will be a long entry okay so bear with me cause i may not be updating my blog these few days.

Been busy with my BF's BFF solemnization ceremony and wedding and then rushed off to my Hen's party. Thanks to my lovelies MuthaFs (dun pray pray, we are back okay!!!), and not forgetting my sweetest Bestie who has just came back from her holiday in Europe. Miss her so much and its a Muthafs come-back too. I can't believe that my hen's party is a blessing in disguise. :)

Firstly, attended BF's BFF solemnization ceremony over his wife's place (skg da berbini sey). She was so sweet in white. Me and iqah gate-crashed her bedroom for photo taking in case we cant get through. Then, pass over the camera for BF to video cam cause he was able to witness the ceremony. Me, iqah, BF and madi was all so busy capturing the whole ceremony as if we were the married ones. hehe.

I only managed to have my dinner after the whole ceremony ended. Keje keras betol. The next day followed BF to escort BF's BFF, and i had to take BF's bike :( thanks to the off peak car. hehe. Had another photograph session again and met all his friends whom i din noe who.

Then after hedeir came back to his place, requested BF to send me home cause he said he knows that i can't wait to meet my friends hehe, then took a cab to Furama Hotel where my Hen's party was held.

OMG!!!! It was beautifully and pink-ally done. I love it!! The candles and the decorations was all ... im speechless.. *tears* Thanks gurls for the hard work u guys done for me. I will definitely appreciate u guys no matter how terrible we will fight in future. But u guys know me rite, im always a good friend all the time. hahahaa.

I really had good bonding session with my all-time favourite girls. All my loved ones was there. :)

My Mom and Bro really love the cupcakes :) Bro really said that it was delicious. Hehe. And Thanks to Bestie for the gift, Prada perfumes. I love u girls so much lah.. No one can describe what i am feeling now. Muacks.

For more pictures go to my multiply, seriously i've got too many pictures too upload :) but it will be uploaded soon okay.

Sport It!

2008-12-10T12:12:00.010+04:00

Me & Bestie in the speedboat

I still can't forget the day I've been to Krabi with Bestie & Friends. It was a 5 days 4 nights trip and it was my first longest holiday ever.

I simply love the nature and of course, the loveliest Beach that i've ever been too. The sea was crystal clear and best of all, i get to snorkelling like for the first time ever. Sea sports has always been my top list if I were to compare other sports activities apart from Netball. :) Though, I cant swim very well, i would prefer to take part in sea sports activities.

Snorkelling was like damn COOL!!! U get to see the beautiful fishes down under and corals beneath the sea which u can never find in Singapore. It feels like the nature is just within you. I don't bother how ugly i look like in those equipments hahaha.. i just had so much fun!!!

Besides snorkelling, i have tried body surfing when me & bestie was in Bintan a year back. It was tiring coz the waves was harsh and we have to use up our energy to fight with those waves. Though, we were tired, we managed to have fun throughout the 30 mins. I think i managed to built my hand muscles again. hahaha. Nevertheless, I really wanna try surfing next, i mean real surfing, or even wakeboarding. Cool rite!

Apart from the fun, I had a a great time with Bestie too, at the same time we create a good bonding session since we didn't meet up that often you see.

So babes, you can also participate in these kind of activities with your loved ones too, especially with your girlfriends just like those days I had with Bestie.

Simply click www.womenandsports.sg and register yourselves with all kind of activities that match your interests.

Have Fun!!

Hari Raya Aidiladha & Alan's Birthday Celebration

2008-12-09T06:56:00.010+04:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslims in the world!

First and foremost, I would like to wish Alan, a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! U are a year older now, how fast time flies isn't it. :) We celebrated his birthday at a karaoke pub in UE square. Went together with BF, Nana and Nysha.

Lots and lots of camwhoring with colleagues and ex-colleagues. They have been friendly as always. Never we been felt left out, although it was a chinese karaoke pub. Me and Nana did our all-time favourite "My All" as usual. hehe. :)

Right after the celebration, we went for supper over to Spize in River Valley. BF had his prata BOMB and all of us were in LOVE with it. Must be the evaporated milk. Sedap giler!! I give them 5 stars. Looking at his prata, made the prata that i ordered looked helpless. :( Can we go again BF??

The next day, im glad that BF was able to accompany to keep my baby bright and shine. It has been like a month i have not washed my baby. Poor him. Made our way to Macpherson, our favourite petrol kiosk to wash my car or his bike. BF's recommendation. The best service ever. It was well-cleaned unlike those in Tampines. Bleargh. BF was kind enough to vacuum the whole car for me since he can't stand see me doing them slowly, so i pretended to wax the car, but actually i was just wiping the car aimlessly. Sorry hor, i don't even do housework at home, what more vacuuming the car as to his expectation. Wait long long ok.

Hopefully, he doesn't change his mind of taking me as his wife coz i can't even cook or do housework everyday. la la la.. But i have one good dish that i can prepare for him. Name it, chilli crab, seafood, curry etc.. coz i can make a WONDERFUL cup noodle specially for him. heh.

Well, enough of my nonsense. Let's talk about something serious or hmm religious?

On the morning of Hari Raya Aidiladha, me and bro accompanied mom for her ibadah korban. So, had to wake up early on that public holiday. I was kinda excited and even bring my digicam along. It was my real first time seeing the whole ceremony. So don't blame me for being so jakun ok.

When i first step into the mosque, which i wore half-sopan, i smelt as if i was in the zoo, the sheep were right in front of my eyes lor. I know i shouldn't feel this way, but it's kinda sad to see them. So, my mom had to niat, when it comes to her turn, i thought she was able to choose the sheep, but actually not. haha.

So right after, the people was like reciting the takbir, and that was the sad part, coz it was time for the "sembelih" part. I got no reaction at the moment of time coz i was busy shooting the video on the ceremony. hahah. the hill was slippery coz it was raining and i almost fall, thanks to my bro's idea.

This time, my family didn't do any visiting coz my auntie and family visited my house and one of my cousins tumpang makan coz he was having work break. Nak makan pree jek.

So hope u guys had fun during your long holidays!!!

Its Time to Save Lives!

2008-12-05T05:04:00.003+04:00

I still remember during ITE days when there's this blood donation event. Some of my classmates play a part in the event. So i was like one of the kaypohs entered the hall (where the event was held), to see the reaction of my friends.

I really envy them and looked them in awe. The thick needle that went through their veins, those wires and the big "packet" - to store their blood. Wow, how i wish i was as courageous as them. :) I admired them for taking that much effort to save others' lives by donating their blood. *applause*.

So to this who are interested to play a part in saving other people lives and to those in need of blood, you may do so by "DONATING YOUR HEALTHY BLOOD." If u see the ads on my left, you may click them for more information.

Apart of saving other lives, there is also event for women who loves sports by Singapore Sports Council. There's classes like Hip Hop Dance, pilates and those who want to try to drive Go Kart can also visit their website.

For Rai, there's some information about healthy living under the section on Live Well, there's recipe for you, if you wanna try. hahaha.

SO LET's PLAY!!!

Yesterday met up with the babes and guy for dinner. Well, kinda excited about 13th though, the day where i can have all my girls by myself. Its bonding session time. :) Weee.. I don't really know what i will be expecting. So i can't wait for it!!! Im sure i will have so much fun.

They even recommend me to watch this video in You Tube. The "Lovely Voice" is within each and every of us now. Yah i know, how we wish he'll be there on the 13th to sing for us. But again, i've yet to watch it by myself. Confirm kena hooked just like them. Imagine Rai listening to those jiwang song and she can even sing along. Yes, that bad!! haha.

2008-12-04T14:19:00.002+04:00

Hey Guys,

There will be a party at Rebel which was previously known as Smoove in MOS on Saturday, 6th December 2008. This party event is held by ACS Alumni. Those hunks or chiko-pek can also see HOT Models in their tight ACS PE Attire.

The event is at a minimum of $10 from 9pm to 11pm with priority queue. Cover charges are all meant for CHARITY. The more the better! Every entrance fee from 9pm-11pm will include 1 free housepour/beer. Btw not too worry, it will be Hip Hop.

For more info, you can click on the ads on the left.

2008-12-04T06:39:00.002+04:00

Hey Hey!!!

Ya i know, i can be fickled-minded at times, i think i've been influenced by someone.

I have started out livejournal initially thinking that it would be easier for me to arrange my stuff in my blog. But it was harder that it seems.

Now im back to blogspot again. Sorry everyone. But then again, i managed to get my password and username for blogskins but its kinda hard for me to paste them automatically, everything just go wrong. Where u guys usually go to change the blogskin? I want that has so much space especially on the sideboard so i can see what i had inserted there. Iqah or hanom, where u guys go to change ur skin layout??

Need help!! hehe

2008-12-02T10:23:00.003+04:00

Hey all!!

Well, finally i've collected the item that we've been waiting for. Alhamdulilah, both of us love it so much. :) He even kissed it. haha.

This morning, suddenly im feeling so emotional after the bad bad dream which i hope is the opposite of the reality. I must stop thinking too much and overreacting. Thanks Horny for the comforting words. muacks.

To Bestie & John, thank you for gift and still thinking of me when u are there. Hehe. Wow, you've been to Italy. Best nyer.. So did u go to Eiffel Tower in Paris????? Mesti dah dapat pegi kan... Syiok sey.. I cant wait to see all those pictures!!!! Be back home soon and safely ya!!!! Muacks.

I had lunch with Azeana just now. Miss her so much. So when can all the MuthaFs reunite again. hahaha. sorry im being frank here. But i just miss my MuthaFs so much. Can we be back as one again. Whatever it is, everyone has flaws and we should just learn from each other's mistakes and accept one another and love each other unconditionally aite. Peace no war babes.

I really miss those times when people always envy our ongoing outings and how happening we are. hahaha macam paham but well its true wat. Maybe no more clubs for me but well, we can always plan for other outing which can be happening rite??? hehe

Ok tats all for my entry today.

Good Day.

2008-12-01T15:32:00.002+04:00

Well, surprise surprise. This blog will no longer be a public view cause i just wanna share my stories with my loved and closest ones only. Hehe. Touching kan. Watever nani.

The reason is because i feel that someone who is not supposed to is reading my blog. Not someone interesting though. haha. Well, woman's intuition is always right mah, so i decided to make it a private access. - Question answered for Rai.

Hey Bestie!!! Im sure u are having a great time huh.. Sungguh jealous.com. hehe. Do take care of ur health coz the weather must be freezing there rite. hehe. Love u too!

I went outing with my BF and friends. Late night out again. Hahaha. Well, i had fun though cause he is by my side. heh.

Sunday was fun with my family. Buying all those last minute stuff for my engagement. From brunch at Geylang, collected Mom's baju (she's like becoming richer than me), went to Spotlight at Plaza Sing for some mini decorations for the "room" (dun expect much from the deco made by me), dinner at Parkway, order the cake for HIM and groceries shopping at Giant (my favourite especially the trolley ride hahaha). Alhamdulilah, everything almost settled.

Still got some things left hanging, the "perfect timing" for the ceremony. Mom has been supportive lately after so long haha. Well, i will always love her definitely.

Today, hope to collect the item that WE have been waiting for. Hopefully everything is fine. Insyallah. Doakanlah yang terbaik untuk kita okay..

No pictures lately, just updating my preparation for the coming soon... Penat gue type.. haha

Good night.

2008-11-27T11:05:00.003+04:00

Everything almost settled. Hopefully. Dah penat nak melayan kerenah orang. Smue mcm tk kena gitu tapi takpe its all blessing in disguise insyallah.

Managed to get the most important THING for the event. Alhamdulilah, we were happy with what we ONLY have. Syukur. A new life and a new beginning to all new challenges again, hmm soon. Stress giler beb. But thanks to BF, his BFF and Bro (haha) for hearing my complains and my sing-a-long session all the time. For giving me the strength that i need the most. Thanks a lot to have you guys whether or not you like it. heh.

The date is getting nearer and aint getting easier either. Tell me, who can be happy all the time, hmph pian ren. haha. But ultimately, we can CHOOSE to be happy isnt it. :)

It was fun shopping for the items with BF, though in the end something bad had happened. Well, its over and i've moved on. I have no regrets. Maybe, sometimes emotional can just ruin everything.

Have late night out with him and friends was a good one. Ever since i've stopped clubbing, lepak malam2 pun jadi lah.. hahaha.

I made a better move now which will surprise everyone one day. Today, my emotions are steady and stable. yeay! Now, can't wait for the collection. *peace*

Friday, maybe got another thing to order. But that was his idea, if not then its okay, perhaps another day we can do it.

Thought of meeting Bestie, but i just realized that she went to Europe already, i guess. So long never see her online. *wave and hug Bestie* I know she will have fun there in the winter... brrrrrr.. hehehe. cant wait for her story-telling.

Okay gtg Bye.

2008-11-21T14:12:00.002+04:00

I was blog-hopping and when i read Horn's blog, aku ketawa kekek siak, i mean for some part ar. That's actually a good thing to blog about something randomly.

I've got nothing to blog about too, but i dunno how i landed in here.

I have been stressful lately and i dunno what i am stressful about. Maybe small little things can just annoy me to the max! and ada org tk tau reti sabar. so aku tk tau whether nk kesiankan atau to laugh at or to tsk tsk at. I tink im pms-ing soon. ish.. better not.

Do you know, S'pore has their own ice-cream, local-made beb. It is sold from door-to-door and my bro bought the corn flavour which was suprisingly nice. And that boy who sold it to us, was damn good in talking i tell ya, he can explain about the ice-cream/product non-stop. Im sure he can make it good in tele-marketers or something. seriously true.

Had lepak session with the girls this week and it's good to have it once a week, at least to throw my tantrums or talk about nothing with them. hahahaha. *piak*.

Finally i love cheese fries, i din know their cheese tastes like the nachos cheese from GV. syiok.

ok now waiting for the VIP to fetch me.. sentiasa lambat mcm Rai.. the pisces problem, esp born in march. sorry for being stereotyping.. *piak korang dua ekor.*

2008-11-17T09:36:00.002+04:00

Monday Monday.. teringat Azmi monday. haha random

Last, did some lepak session with Rai and Horny at Tampines. Which I was so excited and happy cause it seems like century, the last time i've been there to shop. Thanks girls for accompanying me to do some survey for my E-day. Woo hoo. btw someone has ahem ahem. weewoowee..

Friday, met up with Hanom and Horny. Thanks horny for being my companion again to do a 2nd search. After that, i started to get tension and well, i didnt actually get wat i wanted. But it's okay. Im okay now. I know u guys can sense that im going through a huge stress on me initially.

Sunday, met up with BF and friends which kind of last minute. But it was nice to have them to accompany us which ended up the shop had closed. Thanks to them for not grumbling. Then, we drove to somewhere for a karaoke session.

We decided to go for a Knite at some budget K-lounge. Bnyk nye lounge *piak myself* It was great because everyone sang. Their voices not bad ar. To iqah, sedap sey suara madi, bole tahan sey.. feewiitt. After karaoke, had our supper at their same old place.

It was a relief after making a good live band in the car to BF, da lama tak membebel panjang, da ada opportunity grab it..... But it was a good conversation, hopefully he listens to my advices. *kedush*.

Happy Monday everyone!

Oh yes, i just realized there's so many people birthday coming up in December. *waves to them* Finally, we are older. but hmmm shouldnt we be sad coz we are older. haha ok wedava.

To Fida if can pm me in ur multiply eh.. cheers!

2008-11-12T09:41:00.002+04:00

Psst.. suddenly i miss him. I feel kinda weird to mention it here (hehe) but i really do.

I know i should be grateful that he has been working hard now and there's been lesser fights and quarrels or minor disagreement compared to the past. Alhamdulilah.

We tried our best to accommodate to each other's wants and needs but only that at times "external environmental factors" can cause some conflicts between us. Sometimes, i just want to lead a simple life and not to be too complicated. That's what i've wished for.

I want to learn and try to be independent as this is the only opportunity for me now, however, should I have any shortcoming in any areas, I would appreciate the corrections, advices and suggestions to improve on it. Not by humiliation or comdemnation or any mean remarks. Of course, i must know that "we cannot shut those mouths if we have to." Instead, i would really want to thank them for their concerns because, perhaps they love me :p

Well, I've spoken to one of my friends, (it's actually good to listen to other people's stories and sharing of their experiences, not to be kaypoh okay, haha) who, too has some problems or conflicts with other external parties as well.

Hearing about them, makes me feel more appreciative with my current situation or whichever that i will be encountering in the near future because I got no issues with my other family. Alhamdulilah.

At times, with the problems that I experience every day, I learnt to be a better and more patience person. I know what kind of qualities a parent should have for the best of the children.

How i wish that BF would secretly read my blog (which i don't think he knows my blog add, though he knows the existence of my blog). U know why?

Because BF can read things better than actually listen to me. Really. Each time i tried to talk some sense into him, it seems difficult for me to convey the message to him. But if i sms him what i feel or share my thoughts with him, it is easier to get responds from him. Funny but it is true. Well, it may or may not be the same for the rest of the guys huh. ;)

And now, suddenly i miss everyone and need a breather here. And to make things better, a good environment to start with.

Chao!

2008-11-09T14:14:00.006+04:00

Phew.. This week was a busy one for me. Coz its money period. Alhamdulilah, everything has been settled. So others will be quite okay for me to handle Insyallah.

Anyway, didnt manage to reach Angsana as we decided to shop in Singapore instead. Well, i heard the petrol's cost has been dropping lately. Double happiness for me. hahaha. Finally, i found the feather boa that i've been looking out for. And its cheaper than those in Spot-light. :) :)

By the way congratulations to my secondary school mate for her wedding on 2nd November. Hope everything goes blissfully well with your new status now. Amin.

2008-10-29T13:54:00.002+04:00

While waiting for BF to fetch me (he offered hokay hehe), i shall blog to kill the time away.

To Azeana (hehe), mana da menghilang? hehe sorry this year tk celebrate birthday, too much have been spend for Raya. Takde la positive, problems definitely bound to happen. Only that i chose to be positive all the time, then it will all turned out well. insyallah hehe. My life is imperfect mcm orgnyer. hehehe. mcm paham.

I hope to go Angsana during the weekends so that i can shop for whatever that is needed to for my engagement especially the feather boa. Suddenly got the feeling of the excitedness despite all minor hiccups that i faced. All I need to do now is to be patience and be in love all the time. :)

Right now, i know the tricks to win BF's heart. yeay. So far, we no longer have the quarrels and fights anymore. But, i guess little small quarrels will be fun. It is just to spice up the relationship isnt it? hehe.

Just like BF's shoutout in friendster.. im waiting for 20 December 2008. Insyallah. Amin.

2008-10-28T09:33:00.003+04:00

Happy Deepavali!

Last weekend was a tiring and packed for me. And today, i can't believe that i have Tuesday blues and im all sleepy in the morning. But wide awake right now.

Saturday, i had an appointment for my b/u/n/g/a r/a/m/p/a/i. The designed has been confirmed except for the colours as ordering need to be done first before finalizing them. As long as BF and my favourite colour will be there, is fine with me. Then, went over to my aunt's house to order the g/u/b/a/h/a/n. So glad that have made orders for all those important stuffs. Like finally. Coz their houses are like far away from home. Alhamdulilah.

Went to DFS to search for my Bro's perfume. He is one fussy guy, i should say. We searched all around and couldnt find one. Then, my family went window shopping in DFS. Went in Dior and im in love with their bags. Hope to get one, one fine day insyallah. We went in to few other boutiques, Tiffany & Co, Gucci, Dior etc. In the end, I bought a jade bracelet from Burma for my mom. :)

Sunday, woke up late and had to drive my bro to Changi Airport to buy his perfume which he couldnt find in DFS. Later on, me and Bro bought some car stickers after leaving the other door "botak" for a long long time. Yeay, now dah tk awkward lagi, my two doors dah tak cacat mcm dulu heehee.

Then, BF's father called and just in time for my family to get ready to JB. The initial plan was to go my aunt's house and then shopping at the Pasar Malam. In the end, BF family and my family stucked in my aunt's house till 1am. Coz we got lost again. Poor thing. Each time we bring BF family to JB, we got lost. hahaha.

It was a good bonding session between the two of our families and finally ended our day at 4am. And we saw an accident on the way to Tampines. I think there's a rider who died as we saw a white sheet covering the body. There were two bikes and a car; one crashed bike on the left lane, one bike on the middle lane and a car on the right lane. When i saw the vehicles and the dead body with my own eyes, my legs felt jelly. Sad. :(

There's when i started "long before you were born" story to BF. hehe. A long advise from me to him. and he kept saying tau.. tau.. me: dengar tak ape i ckp? him: dgr.. But still wondering whether he will heed my advice. Tsk.

Deepavali, me and mom went to Arab Street, to continue searching for my engagement stuff and we bought the one that we had to buy. It was raining heavily. Thanks to me for taking a long time to choose for the right one, the rain finally stop. Then, we went to ikea and found something to decorate the "room".

Right now, do you all know where to find this: I want the white colour.

Condolesence to BF's family. BF is on leave today to settle his uncle's funeral.

2008-10-25T09:43:00.002+04:00

Yesterday was one of my colleagus birthday. Happy Birthday Anna! Stayed late for work before going home to get ready to U-E S-quare to celebrate her birthday.

Accompanied by BF as I would be awkward if I were to go alone. Get ready and yes, we were late. Reached home almost 8 and had a very late dinner before we reached at the pub. So sorry about that.

When we finally reached, it was nice to see some of the ex-colleagues like Kathleen, Jessica and Ken (my good buddy back then.. hahaha). I thought that me and BF would be very awkward, but thanks to my the colleagues and ex-colleagues and even some unknown people talked to me and BF. Anna had great friends there. We didnt feel lonely or awkward at all.

One thing for sure, BF knows how to socialise and mingle around. I need not care of what he's going to say like some peeps. hehe. But he seems shy though (dia shy? mesti korg tk sangka hahaha). This thing is important to me cause in the next stage, i will have to bring him anywhere to many other occasions in the near future. So far, he's been accepted by my friends and knows when to talk or not to (yg penting dia tk W.O.R.L.D and talk about himself only haha)

Back to Anna's celebration. It was the sweetest thing ever made by her BF. When the cake finally came out, her BF (which is my colleague as well) sang her a birthday song and proposed to her. It was so sweet. Now she will be Mrs Ong. Congrats Babe. So next year, there would be 2 big weddings to attend which is theirs and my another favourite colleague which is my Manager. Congrats to all. May all the wishes come true. It was such a happy happy occasion yesterday.

I am happy now. No matter what I have to go through. Patience is the best medicine to all. It just makes me happier. Alhamdulilah. Insyallah, everything will be fine. Amin.

Pictures are upload in multiply. (fashiondiva)

2008-10-22T05:45:00.002+04:00

This week will be kind a tight schedule for me. Many things to settle and bonding session needs to be done. Well, we just have to live life to the fullest :)

Yesterday, met up my Bestie in town. I have not met her like 1 month plus ever since Ramadhan. Been busy breaking fast with Mom the whole month, coz its kinda sad to break fast alone (actually i dun like it to be happen to me, dats y i dont want Mom to feel the same way)

Finally, get to meet her and update on our lives and everything under the sun. Though we dont meet up often, we never fail to communicate with each other via msn when she's online. She is the most supportive best friend i've ever wished for. She has never given me the negative remarks throughout i've known her. Thanks babe. I love you.

That's what friends are for. right? Muacks.

We should just treasure whoever is around you, no matter how difficult the situation is. Coz life is only once, if we keep having the negative thoughts, it will always be that way as you don't change your perspective in life. Don't focus on the weakness of a person too much because we may not see our own weaknesses as well. :)

2008-10-18T05:49:00.002+04:00

Lead a simple life.

On Monday, it will be another 2 months before my pre-big day. You can say that im kind of excited after so much that i've been through. Serious.

Yes of course, im happy during the honey-moon period (sad to say, this is the 3rd honey-moon, hopefully the fourth will be a real honey-moon together :)). During that time, we have been going out and spend time together every weekends and fetching me every other day.

Then ever since, his family has set the D-Date, so many things happened, the challenges and obstacles i have to go through, it wasn't easy inititally. I've always wanted my own ways. I tried to work things out, it doesnt work. All these perhaps, is a blessing in disguise in Ramadhan. Maybe it was a test for us before we decided to be with together in the future.

At times, i felt is he the one that i want for life and whether i made the right decision. (Well, all the problems that i've faced is not about a third party or things that he did that make me pissed)

After so much thought and careful thinking, i said to myself, i have made the decision during the happy moments, i know that i am happy with him and im comfortable doing everything together, no secrets between us, so what more do i want right.

We always make good conversation in the car, he told me about how he 'dislikes' me giving him unnecessary calls while he's working (to be honest, after a minute i called, i can call him again in another 2-5 mins, i know i can be that irritating hahaha).

I really don't want to change him anymore ever since he came back to my life. (I shall not mentioned what he did in the past. As long as he knows the mistakes that he made and will not be repeated again, i will be happy.) If he can accept me for the way i am, i shall accept for who he is.

I sat down and think to make improvements to myself. I told myself there's no way i can change him, what i really need to do now is to change my mindset and ways of treating him.

In the end, i never make any calls and smses during office hours except for the necessary one. I tried to understand his work who needs to travel all the time and i have to understand that he cant be fetching me everyday coz he needs to work harder right now.

And i made the right move. Serious. He's been the one making the calls and smses whenever he's free even when he's at home. He offered to fetch me without asking. And now, a ride home isnt mundane, we would always making conversations during the journey. More communication between us and more assurance from him. Alhamdulilah.

He talks to me in a better way than me (ya of course). I really hope he would be a better man each day and God will put the love in our hearts all the time. Maybe i focus too much on the disappointments and never celebrate on the joy that we had. He's been working hard every day and i am proud of him.

I really hope he doesnt disappoint me like before. Insyallah. All i need is a simple life and build a simple family. Insyallah amin.

2008-10-15T07:33:00.003+04:00

Yesterday, was a tough day for me. The first person on my mind was to call him. :) Thanks for listening to the songs that i've sang for u :p

Well, whatever that happens, there's always blessing in disguise. HE plan the route better than I do, all i have to do is to carry out my mission with patience and strength. I believe in HIM and i guess everything that happens is just coincidence. I don't believe in "that."

BF fetched me yesterday and thank god, BF made my day a better moment. At first paisey ah, coz he heard me "singing" in the morning, then in the evening i dunno how to face him so i just smiled. hahaha. Throughout the whole journey, on a ride home, we were talking non-stop from sharing with him abt the tough day till planning for our pre-big day. Coz to him, with me keeping quiet during a ride home, it is just isn't me. hahaha

Thanks BF!

2008-10-13T12:57:00.002+04:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims and Maaf Zahir Batin!!!

Yes, i know im kinda late to wish everyone here but been very busy ever since Ramadhan till Raya.

This Raya, been busy with visiting compared to last year. Alhamdulilah, maybe God wants me to get closer to all my families and friends.

First day of Raya, my family went visiting few houses already coz usually it would only be to 1 house. Then the weekends, went visiting again to my father's side and BF's uncle. Relatives visiting to my house, one family after another. It was hectic but fun. BOnding and inviting session. :)

Second week of Raya, had reunion raya with Changkatans and it turned out well. Dayah 'the newly wed' bought a house in Compassvale and it was gorgeous. Their apartment looked exactly like condo. How i wish i have a house on my own. Insyallah. One of them is getting married this November, get to meet my Changkatans again. yeay!

During weekends, went to BF's house for raya since his family had already visited us the first week of Raya. We always had a long conversation with them, can you imagine from 8.30pm to almost 1am at their house. My family is getting along with them well. Alhamdulilah. The rest is okay for now compared during Ramadhan. Maybe it was a challenge for me. But luckily everything went well now. Thank God.

Also, went raya visiting with Muthafs without Azeana, my BF, Deen, Akmal & Hafiz. Fun jugak, took video and pictures. Met Horny's newborn niece. Im sure she gonna be as tall as Horny. hahaha. After the last house which was mine, joined BF and his friends for another raya visiting. Went to another 2 more houses. Me and BF was really tired and burnout. Imagine, we started from 11.30am till 12.30am. That was a long day for both of us. But i loved it. hehe.

Not sure about next week, which should be the last week for any Raya visiting etc. Got an invitation for an open house but still pending whether to proceed or not. hehe.

Right now, im praying for something to be approved. Insyallah kalau ada rezeki, ada lah. Amin

For pictures, you guys may want to check out my multiply or some of the pictures will be put in Friendster soon.

2008-09-19T06:04:00.003+04:00

Finally, yesterday collected my Baju Raya.. it turned out WOW. haha it fits nicely on me as i had one bad experience long time ago when i chose the wrong tailor. now, i found one that is so much better than before too, though last year, i had no problem with my baju kebayas.

Accompanied Mom to shop for Raya as well, bought curtains, cushions and kuihs (sponsored by me ok). Ok, so now im partially prepared for Raya. hehe. Might be going JB for last min shopping for raya as well with my family and his family, but yet to be confirmed, but then i can actually pump my petrol for raya too hor. See how then. Changed money to some new notes too.

Today, will need to go for a seminar in SIM in Namely Avenue which im not sure where's the place. Not so excited about it coz im kinda burnout ever since last week. Need some break to recharge my energy, man.

Tomorrow shall re-paint my car's door, some weird people make a deep scratch on them. I really mean deep as i couldnt make it disappear using the Turtle Wax for scratches. Till now, i give them a cold shoulder, though that person apologize for doing that to my car and willing to reimburse it back to me. Weird ass. And thanks to his Dad to give me a reasonable price to repaint my car.

Ok im going back to work.

The Test!

2008-09-11T14:23:00.002+04:00

Well, in this holy month of Ramadhan,

I have gone through challenges after challenges. Test after test. And it's kinda put me in a difficult position.

But im glad to say that though not all have supported me from behind, perhaps some who understands me have been by my side.

I have to be strong and go through slowly by each day.

By the way, the truth will be out soon. I would not want any secrets anymore. But whatever decisions that had been made, all i asked for is support and blessings from everyone.

Though, some may gossips, curse or be angry with me, im prepared because i have made that decision and im responsible for everything.

But the most importantly is to have blessings from my family. Insyallah. Amin.

2008-09-04T09:04:00.002+04:00

Im pretty stressed with payroll which gonna be over soon. So, im blogging to relieve some of my stress. :)

Yesterday nite, break fast with Azeana which happened to be a last min plan as i knew that i cannot reach home just in time to break fast. It was a nice dinner at Nana Thai though i didnt manage to finish my food and was expecting for more drinks. We had so many delicious cheezels that night. hahaa.

Oh by the way, just wanna share that im happily attached now. For those who already know, i hope to get your blessings and support. For those who thinks im crazy (hahaha), well i made my decision and will take a full responsibility whatever that happens.

Right now, there will be a surprise celebration in December. Im not so excited about it as it wasnt my request, however, I understand to those who wants to have a celebration for it. The date has been set, but i won't tell you when yet until it has been totally confirmed and when im prepared to tell you guys. heh. Don't expect much about it as it is only to be shared among my loved ones only.

Selamat Berpuasa. (aku kan baik pe *bluek*)

2008-09-02T06:40:00.002+04:00

This month is the beginning of Ramadhan, the holy month and then begins Hari Raya. yeay.

Ever since August, my family bonding is getting closer. We had so many outings together, so no more complains from Mom that I'm not spending so much time with her or the family.

Last Saturday, we decided to go JB, but there was a heavy traffic due to school holidays. We changed our outing to a dinner at East Coast and a lepak session by the sea, eating Durians. Thanks to the Durian that caused me to have tummy ache. hahaha.

Sunday, me, bro and the rest had bowling session at Kallang Leisure Park. So much fun. It has been a long time I went bowling. hehe.

Ok this a random one, i just hate someone who likes to talk or act like ya ya papaya.

Bebual tu jgn step mcm mana punya wild "person" ah. Benci ah. Padahal padahal. aku dah makan dulu, kau baru nk hisap susu ah.

some people are just so irritating. argh.

2008-08-28T06:25:00.002+04:00

Well, I had to cancel my trip to Genting. Sianz. He met with an accident and had to cancel at the very last min. But its ok, maybe there's a blessing in disguise. I tried to call the agency to change to a later date, they insisted that it has been confirmed and cant be changed. Fuck. Even i was willing to pay the extra charges. Damnit.

Well, it was a wet weekend, so i will just imagine that Genting was this cold. hahaha. ya right. Sunday, drove to JB and it was a last min plan. Had seafood for our supper at Singgah Slalu and washed our cars there and it cost S$5 and they really did a great job, compared to Singapore's car wash at the petrol station. Serious. Then, we got lost somewhere and managed to reach home by 4am. Like finally.

On Monday, went to PArtyWorld for a birthday celebration. Partyworld was much bigger, sound effect was better and more choice of songs. It was fun.

Next plan was a trip to Langkawi, perhaps in December not sure whether it is a good month to go to resort for a holiday in case of monsoon season. Well, this is all planning, yet to be confirmed.

Friday, I may have to drive my colleagues for company lunch. The parking itself just cost me a bomb, but its ok, once awhile. i will just tailgate my manager for directions. hehe.

Yesterday, had lunch with Azeana and Mirul. So long never meet them, eh salah, meet azeana. hehe. we tried one of the new indonesian restaurant and it cost us a bomb for lunch. hehe. I miss the banana dessert which is no longer around.

Thats all for now toodles. ~happy mood~

2008-08-21T13:43:00.001+04:00

Bad news............ :( Sob Sob.

Plan B..........

2008-08-21T08:00:00.002+04:00

OK... Chill time. yay.

Well, it was a great weekends for me for the past few weeks, right after Dayah's Wedding, then went JB with loved ones, this weekend another short getaway, this mon a birthday celebration - karaoke session [i'll be on leave :)]

Things have been good for me, thank god. I'm glad family bonding is back, meeting the One almost every other day, and communication with Bestie has been good. :) Syukur

I don't want to know about other things as things will not be the same again. Well, its okay, my loved ones are enough to make my whole life happy. So i don't want to bother about all the smallest things anymore. It will just affect me further.

Speak and Listen from your Love and not Anger. Be a better person each day, love those people who had been with you and trust your loved ones and no one else. :)

2008-08-08T05:29:00.002+04:00

My beloved fish is still alive and kickin'... yeay. :)

I am happy that I am in love once again, but now, no more worried feeling coz trust is very important. I need not worry what he's up to and where he's been. If doubt starts to reapper, all I need to do now is to pray to God to put the love back in my heart and hope everything's going be alright.

For every arguments or small quarrels that we had, all I did is to preach some positive words to him just to give a sense of assurance. Maybe not instantly, definitely one day, he will sit down and think about what we said. Insyallah.

Btw, i just hate morning rush, argh. It makes everyone so selfish, one who can't wait to get in the train, one who can't wait to be seated, one who can't wait to get out of the train and one who can't wait to get onto the escalator. I hate morning, but i love sunrise. heh. So contradicting. I admit. Why can't all of us start our morning peacefully. Haiz.

And at times i wonder, why character can't change. Well, ya people aren't perfect and life is unfair. Ok i just have to get this inside my head. haha.

I miss my Bestie and I miss him. *sigh*

2008-08-07T05:26:00.002+04:00

Yesterday, when i reached home last night, i saw a commotion in the kitchen and sadly to find out that one of my fishes died. They were one of my mom's "companion" besides my parrot which died last year. My mom love her companion so much as they are the only ones which will never responded to her nag. haha Good choice mom! haha.

Well, all of us were surrounding the last fish which was almost dying last night, "transferred" it to a pail and see its improvement. The fish does not even have the effort to stay, it kept overturned and moving sideways, we really though that it gonna die soon. My whole family kept on calling its name, thinking that it would give the fish some "motivation" but to no avail.

However, when i woke up in the morning and looked into the pail, i was happy to see the fish swimming and moving its fins, yesterday was the worst stage, can't even see the fins moving, it just looks like the fish was having goosebumps. See.. love, care and prayers really works for one to move on and be strong.

Really hope that my last fish will have a long live. :)

Can't wait for my ex-school mate's wedding this Saturday. Meeting all of them again. :)

2008-08-05T16:22:00.006+04:00

This period will be a busy period and since im at home lazying around, i guess it's time to update this blog of mine. yeah.

Last Saturday, we were given an off day.. yipeee. So got up late and went down to Esplanade to catch the NDP fireworks and the fantastic show up up in the sky.. The fireworks was WOW like every other year, but this time with my best companion. haha. So it was a double WOW. Lastly, was a dinner at Adam Road. *burp*

Sunday was a day with my brother. It has been long since i've drove around with my family. Went to bike fest at Kallang Carpark. Guys with Scramblers and stunts, kids with their pocket bikes. So cute. Ended our day, buying loads of VCDs. heh. karaoke.

And all the weekdays are busy busy for me.

Well, right now, im glad that all the bad things have come to the end. Alhamdulilah. Patience is really a virtue. Have been tolerating a lot and i should say tons and tons of it. People have eyes, they see and face themselves. Needless to say.

Sometimes, in life, well, not everyone is perfect, they may make mistakes and learn from people around them. Sometimes, we tend not to do as wat we say, that's fated. Unless we experience it ourselves then we know how the feeling's like.

If we do not like what other people do unto us, why don't we face ourselves in the mirror and feel like we were in their shoes. Doesn't mean being firm, we can get what we want, at times, it will eat us up, eat us, bite us back, real hard.

Well, character can't be changed, but experiences that we have gone through because of our character might change our perspective in everything we do. Maybe, not for all, maybe for some, like i do.

We can't expect much in a person, thus, we have to accommodate with each other and help each other, then we lead a happier life. Being frank is fine because it is to let out feelings, however, we still have to think before we talk. Other people have feelings as well, we are just a human being, not some robot who just follow the owner's needs. If some of you have such heart, that's sad and i really pity you, because you have such an ugly heart. Tsk Tsk.

This year might not be a good year for me, however i shall not believe them. I know somewhere that's something good waiting for me in the end. Insyallah. All these are a gift from God, the experiences or challenges I face, helps me to be stronger each day and I'm sure it will help me to be a better person one day. Thank you Allah. God is Great :)

2008-07-28T08:32:00.004+04:00

Time for a short update.

It was fun meeting up with my ex-classmates from CCSS.. 4E3 on Friday. It was filled with fun and laughter with them, since I have not met some of them for almost 7-8 years. And coincidencely, we bumped into some of the peeps from CCSS. hehe.

We were fickled to choose to have dinner at Seoul Garden and Pizza Hut and in the end, we ended up in Seoul Garden which cost ME a bomb due to insufficient of cash this month. *sigh* Then, we headed to Mac to spend a little more time together, updates on each other lives and the upcoming marriage life. Next meet-up will be at Dayah's Wedding this August. Kinda excited. :)

Later in the night, rush home to dress down and headed to JB. It was such a long journey for me but thanks to MP3 who accompanied me along the way. Then, one of the Singaporeans approached us and told us that he had lost his ARAI helmet which had been stolen by M'sians. Poor boy. His girlfriend had bought for him, and looking at his girlfriend's face, she was like damn fucking pissed. I guess I know how she feels. it's an expensive helmet man.. His other friends cant go home since one of them had borrowed his helmet to send the gf home. Poor thing. haiz.

Saturday night, had a karaoke session again. Thanks dude for the treat once again but this time we had our karaoke at Cash Studio. We spent almost 3 hours singing until I'm almost bored of it. Then we had supper at some Coffeeshop.

Sunday, i did nothing but just accompanied my mom and aunt in TKC. yucks. to fetch her home.

Thats it. I guess it's quite a long entry huh. hehe. But alhamdulilah, my life's getting better for now. Amin.

2008-07-21T07:39:00.006+04:00

Weekends schedule were tight. Friday and Saturday were spent with Bestie E. Yeay, after almost a month of not meeting up.

Thought of watching movie on Friday night, but we decided not to, as we wanted to spend every minute to talk to each other coz watching movie is not a good idea for spending quality time together. Hahaha. Weird but its true. In the end, we went Cafe Del Mar.. Yeah, we went there again. Just the four of us.

Saturday, i catch up with my beauty sleep after work. Met Bestie again in Marina. Unfortunately, we missed the fireworks. We shall just wait for NDP. :) Had dinner together and chillout by the Esplanade. Just the four of us. hahaha.

Sunday, attended someone's wedding and had a short karaoke session in the night. Thanks dude for the treat. Had an early night before heading to work today.

Gonna meet my MuthaFs soon. Miss them already. Love u guys. Muacks.

2008-07-15T05:17:00.002+04:00

Its been zillion years when i last update. haha kidding. Suddenly, i have an urge to blog today. *a big wave to everyone*

hmm.. ok, hopefully this feeling will last. insyallah. Many things to think about right now but taking it easy as always. :)

Sending my condolences to my Bestie, her grandmother had passed away last Friday. This month need to catch up with her, hopefully. The last time was a visit to her house. Managed to see her family as well. Love 'em all.

Right now, been busy spending quality time with someone. ahem. Karaoke session was fun, movie was great, fishing was hmmm kinda boring, supper was superb, football matches were okay, shop-hopping was the "weirdest" and breakfast was sleepy. hahaha. I really wanted to try prawning.. hmm soon.

My bro suggested to watch F1, of course to buy the cheapest tix. hehe. Ya, when i got my next pay can...??? I noe it will be so much fun. But the finals falls on a wrong day at a weird timing. damn.

Ok, for now I have to spend a day with my MuthaFs and Bestie. Yeay real soon alright.

Dats it. Good day everyone!

Oops btw, Happy Belated Birthday to Amirul and my Boss!! :)

And i just realised that i found a wrong friend, this one whoever wants to steal, can take it away from me. hahaha. *kidding*

2008-06-10T05:13:00.003+04:00

Finally, im updating ever since god-knows-when. hehe. Sorry guys. Sometimes, i just realized that my entry is nothing but just the outing i've been to. hahaa. well.. this entry will be just the same as before. hahaha.

Now, it's already in June. ANd it's 3 more day to BANGKOK!!! How fast time flies! Kinda excited but somewho I have to chill myself coz im down with a flu right now........... OMG! Hopefully, i will recover just before my trip.

Well, throughout last week, been meeting up with my friends. Went Simpang with Familiar Faces and some of Rai's friends. It was just a short supper after a car wash. Thanks guys for accompanying me!

Went to Ramen with MuthaFs without Hanom, she has been missing a lot lately. haha. It was super nice, i wanna try 4 chillis next time. Next, went to Marquee for a chill-out. Played some games with them, and thought of going DBL O but it makes me wanna think twice as i wasnt dressed up. haha. sorry rai.

Then, went Simpang again with Farid and his friends on Friday. Now, i've seen the difference between guys lepak and my MFs lepak. hehe. One thing abt guys, they have many things to talk about from work, army days and even ish ish ish gossiping. Guys do gossip ok. hahaha And guys usually lepak without looking at the time. They can just sit and talk, smoke and drink throughout the lepak session. Usually Muthafs will look at the time and plan wat time we should go home, but with them, they can just continue and continue their conversation. Kinda tiring though, sitting all night long.

I have yet to meet my Bestie till now, maybe after the trip to Bangkok? haha.

Right now, just counting down the days to Bangkok. Bye.

2008-05-20T19:21:00.003+04:00

A fast entry here before i go for my beauty sleep. :)

Yeah, DBL O was super fun, as usual with MuthaFs. Especially the ending part where they started to play slow song and all my lovelies MuthaFs, hugged each other and shouted "I Love You" to one another. That was the sweetest part ever. We hugged like we never ever gonna meet forever. :) Muuuuuacccks. It was lovely!!

Weekends was spent with family and Sunday, Mom's friends keep coming over to our house since they were attending my neighbour's engagement that day. Kinda busy entertaining them and they knew my name very well whereas I have never met them before. hahaha mcm paham.

Didnt meet MuthaFs during the holiday since Rai & Horny is away in Batam. I am sure they are having a great time there and right now I just can't wait for the Bangkok trip. Insyallah.

Things haven't been smooth sailing in some part of my life. Fortunately, I had someone to talk to just now; Akmal. Dropped by my workplace and have some small talks which at least make me feel at ease and happy laughing away.

Then, met Farid to sign some documents at my workplace before we had dinner together. Yeah, he is one of my best male friends. I can talk so many things to him and also some business talk. Hearing my complains and sharing opinions. Thanks dude for the day!

Right now, im dying to my Bestie and MuthaFs!! Stress stress!!!

2008-05-15T08:03:00.004+04:00

Freaking Freaking P.O!!!

Oh well..

By the way, yesterday i went groceries shopping with family @ Giant. And you know, how i really love groceries shopping ever since I had with M.F previously. And guess wat, i bumped into this fucking maid which made a hell out of me. Her face was evil, those eyes, i wished i could poke them and used my penguins to piak piak her fucking face. And her employer was siding with her. WTF. I'm not suprised if his children inherited that kind of attitude from her. She thinks she is one big fuck in her own country. I dun give a damn. Now, she is in my country and dun she dares give a big fuck in here.

Please dont waste time if she's unhappy with me. Just cleaned those windows and fall. I'm so angry lately. Argh. Now, i understand, why maid nowadays is so problematic. Okay, im not being mean and stereotyping. But she's just .................. and i swear she's not an Indonesian, it's that country, u noe that country. Bitch.

And, i watched Duyung yesterday. This story is so beautiful. It reminded me of the memories in Krabi. How i wish i could go back there just to look at the beautiful sea. *sigh* I really need that kind of peace and serenity. I wish.

2008-05-14T09:17:00.003+04:00

Yeay, previous2 nite was hella fun. Enjoyed the company of MuthaFs Inc or M.F.

We played the Pyramid Game like so much fun lor compared to the Fuzzy Wuzzy kind of game which im sucks at. hahaha. I nearly had a brain damage trying to figure out that game. hahaha kidding.

Im quite excited for this Thurs, but i dun really want to express it coz anything might happen which can just destroy the day.

But whatever it is, i really want to see it happening just like the times we were always together.
Im kinda bored right now, dunno y maybe it is just the nice cool weather. It's raining by the way.
A short nap would be good. *sigh*

2008-05-10T20:28:00.002+04:00

Previous night, after a long day work, went to have dinner with Azeana and Amirul at Jalan Kayu. As I was reading Azeana's blog, it seems like something is troubling her, so decided to have dinner with her near her place.

Fetched them in Tampines and drove straight to Jalan Kayu for prata. Yum yum. Then, we proceed to East Coast to chill out and chose BFD. Thanks Amirul for the treat!! Next, treat us to Sentosa ya. hehe.

It was so much fun gossiping, sharing stories of our life and opinions. Laughter after laughter, we ended our day at almost midnight. :)

Quality is much important than quantity.

Right now, just reached home with my family, fetched mom and had our family car wash as usual. hehe.

Good nitez everyone!

2008-05-08T17:41:00.002+04:00

For the past few days ever since Monday, time was running real fast. I was travelling out of office throughout these days. Though it was tiring, at times, i do enjoy walking around the CBD area and see how the women dress to kill.

Been driving back and forth to Teban Gardens, to send my car for servicing and repairing. It was such a long journey. Thanks to Bro for being there for me the past two days. :)

Oh ya, i was left out during the conversation with MuthaFs about the maid. Yeah, i read the news about the teenager and the maid yesterday. Yucks. Gross. Isn't there any other women around?? Eeeeeeewwwwww.

Another happening news lately was more than 22,000 people were killed and 41,000 left missing after a powerful cyclone hit Myanmar last weekend. Sad isnt it?. Each time, i travel for a holiday, i will always compare our country with theirs. Singaporeans should really feel appreciated with their lives here. From the transportation till the weather, it's definitely different from our country. I really wish to go to countries that have hit with bad destruction or those countries that hit with poverty. There and then, I would know how to treasure life and know the meaning of life. Suddenly, i feel so sad. :(

Do you know, there's this particular night, i started to cry, not to worry it's just tears of joy. Maybe that time, PMS just around the corner. No, i was just thinking about my current life and I never felt this happy in my entire life. My bonding with my family and friends was getting closer and closer. I am able to slowly achieve what I wanted so much in my life which is to make my family happy. Yeay. Only something missing in my life. hmm wat is it ya? hahaha

2008-05-04T19:21:00.002+04:00

Before the day ends today, I would like to wish,

"A Happy Birthday to MoM!!!" Yeay, love u so much.

There's no special celebration yet for all these Taures-es. Coming soon, hopefully. hahaha.

While waiting for my mom to finish her market-ing, I read the news again about that evil father, and suprisingly, this is such a common case out there. God! What had happened to the world?? God forbids.

Busy days coming and just waiting for the important day to end. hehe. I hate to do things in rush. Argh.

Well, hope I can go through a brand new day tomorrow. Stress. Stress.

Eh just received a msg from azeana saying good nite to MFs.. Aww so sweet! But what's the occasion eh.. hehe muacks.

Nitez everyone.

2008-05-03T12:25:00.003+04:00

Last night, right after work, met the my lovelies MFs for dinner @ Botak Jones, Bedok. It was so much better and delicious compared to Mad Jack. Mad Jack is big No No to me. heh.

Things got heated up when some of us make such a big statement to Horny and Hanom. MFs suddenly went silence, coz only the voices of the Rai, myself and Azeana were heard. hahaha. When we start asking Hanom who was the most silent one, she finally confessed. Yes, i was a bit pissed with Horny coz the way she speaks was very rude lor. Luckily im not so petty, coz i felt like "music to my ears". *bluek*

This is MFs, though we are straightfoward to each other, we still seek forgiveness and forgive each other. hehehe. That's why i love MFs so much. Muacks.

That night we didnt manage to end with a serious note but ended up with a brain-cracking game for Azeana. That is what happened to me during the previous outing with them. My brain nearly died at the end of the game which i finally managed to understand what is the game all about.

And the person whom i like to have a conversation with is Azeana. We usually have an intellectual conversation with each other, at times though. hahaha. Coz the rest of the days are just lame jokes that we shared and we laughed at nothing at all. hahahaha.

Soon, MFs will decide a Double O on the 15th or the trip to Batam with Rai. Still pending for decision right now. hehe.

Oh ya horny, it's true that Mariah Carey is married and it is to a 27 year old tv actor. And she just knew him a month ago. That was an instant decision and marriage! Wow!

And to Rai, go ahead and read about that evil man, father and grandfather of his own grandchildren. Sick!

Toodles.

2008-04-30T18:31:00.002+04:00

Wishing my Bro a Happy 27th Birthday today!!

Unfortunately, he has to work today and couldn't celebrate with him and family. Mom's birthday coming soon on 4th May as well as Mother's Day. This month filled with celebrations, i wonder whether everything that is planned are able to fulfil. Insyallah.

Today, 3 of my girls are enjoying themselves. However, hope to enjoy the night away with ALL my girls on the 15th this month. :) *evil green*. Yeay, tomorrow is labour day. Public holiday for us!!

Work has been hectic. So many issues to handle. With the help of my colleagues and the management, hopefully everything will be under control.

Can't wait to having and outing with all my loved ones soon. :)

2008-04-28T09:27:00.008+04:00

My family and I went to Formula Drift yesterday. It was super tiring and the weather was super hot as well. It was so much fun. Im so into cars ever since i have one. :) We reached there in the morning and ended in the afternoon. I was so busy taking pictures, grabbing free magazines of HOTSTUFF and checking out the cute drifters. After a long search, i've finally found one, Tengku Djan from malaysia. Super cute. He hugged me. OMG!! hahaha.

After the drifting competition ends, we had breakfast cum lunch and dinner at Simpang Bedok. We were all super tired, so we decided to went home for a karaoke session. Thanks to Bro for watching this VCD that made me and his girlfriend fall asleep. Bad choice of VCD. haha.

Thanks to Ayu(Bro's gf) for my belated birthday gift. I've received a set Pure Seduction VS from her. I was freaking happy when i got that. My fave scent ever.

Now, im at home. :) Have to take 1 day leave in April and i've chosen today. At least i can rejuvenate myself at home; wear my routine facial mask and hair treatment received from my salon. how nice! but im kinda bored now. No one's at home to entertain me. heh.

Pictures uploaded (for full version, visit my multiply :))

The latest pic of my toy boy. haha

my fave of all!!

The staff.. hehe kidding

All in blue!
Mom in green. Her fave!

2008-04-19T20:14:00.002+04:00

Well.. It's past midnight now. Here, I am blogging away while listening to "Bubbly" by Colbie Caillat, such a soothing song. hmm..

I had my hair treatment this afternoon, sometimes, it feels great when we get to beautify ourselves, dun u tink so girls? Maybe it's just women. The reason I had this treatment cause right now, my hair is just so unmanageable and everything's just not right. When this 'hair spa' was done, my confident came back. While driving back home, i kept flipping my hair which I know no one going to notice me. hahaha. Seriously, i hate the condition of my hair previously. But, I know that it's not going to be the same again, since my hairstylist had 'blow dry' them. :(
I wanted to have a new hairdo so much, I'm still considering what kind of style that suits me best. well.. well.. well

Meet-ups with MuthaFs without Azeana on Friday. Great like always. :)

Love,
Nani

2008-04-17T05:13:00.002+04:00

From my bottom of my deepest Heart, Im so SORRY!!! hehe.

I didn't know my short and SWEET entry became a SOUR one. muahaha. Ya, maybe I'm becoming like Azeana, sharing stories without realizing not everyone knows what's on my mind ;p

Ok lah, to let this matter rest, i shall elaborate further so that my gorgeous girls' name are written specifically in my blog, alright?.

The previous2 day, like I've said I had dinner with RAI, Akmal (oops I'm repeating their names again), cut the story short, then shortly after our dinner, HORNY and AZEANA came along. When these two lovelies joined, it was even merrier than before since MuthaFs is one of the most important people in my life. Unfortunately, HANOM couldn't join us since she has some family commitment. (sorry, not for the public to know :p).

So there you go girls.. all names included. Yeay!

Will update again should there be any random post. Good bye.

2008-04-16T08:45:00.001+04:00

I'm so happy that I'm finally blogging actively. Yeye.Last nite, the plan was to drive my MuthaFs (motherfuckers) to Hanom's place. But somehow or rather I find it weird to have a 'lepak session' at her crib and it's at night. So as a respectful adult (ahem ahem), i decided to change the location to our usual place for dinner and usual place for the complain session.

Had dinner at Qiji with Rai, Amirul & cousin, which i find weird again. I've been feeling weird lately. hahaha. Then, had our complain session at Coffee Bean as usual. Having them around was great, they are my active listening ears. hehe. We share our thoughts, plans, worries, anger and laughter together. And yesterday, the familiar faces are back in action. Wow. How great! I missed those days. :)

And guess what, this week was a terrible week to start with. So many things that happened wrongly and I felt very unlucky or jinx. :( Previous nite, i couldn't sleep well, till I had to go to my mom's room for a change of environment. I feel like a little child, having bad nightmares. Ok, I confess, each time, I can't sleep at night, I would crawl onto my mom's bed and sleep in her arms. hahaha. That's me even at the age of 23 years old. How embarrassing!

ANyway, i feel better now and hopefully everything will remain smooth sailing, calm and peaceful.

Have a good day ahead everyone! Muacks.

2008-04-11T05:23:00.002+04:00

Last night, while I was reading my book, something came across my mind. Well, just wanna share some of my thoughts about life.

You know, sometimes life is unfair. But then, if i were to think about the unfairness in my life, i couldn't get on with life. Maybe, i was too pampered by many people back then, and now, when i am on my own, sometimes i felt that i couldn't stand on my own feet. *damn*

However, i learnt a lot from my past experiences and somehow it changed my mindset, perspective in life and it is tougher to make a decision. Maybe, i think too much. I know that whatever that had happened, there will always be something good for me in the end.

It doesn't mean that the things that you own or possess now, it will be yours forever. That's why i said that life is unfair sometimes. What we can do now is appreciate and appreciate what you have. Thank God for the good and bad times we had cause HE is the one who plan our route in life and I am sure that it will always the best that He's given and we can't regret.

Another thing, if we keep on remembering and thinking of the past, it gets us to nowhere (it reminded me about the cruise thingy haha). Yes, you may say that without a past, there will be no future. Seriously speaking, in my opinion, if we keep on reminiscing the past, it will hold us there and not giving us the courage to face the future. Experience the life you have now with smiles, and if you were think again in the future, you will never have BIG regrets. Believe me.

Forget about what happen to your life previously, now that matters. Love your friends and family. Appreciate every moment with them, you might never know when we gonna lose them. I am proud to say i have GREAT family and friends. My Mom, Bro, MuthaFs and Bestie. The best gift ever. They made me a happier person each day. Alhamdulilah.

2008-04-10T08:26:00.002+04:00

Yeay. Finally meet all those I've missed most. MuthaFs & Bestie. Thank God.

Okay, i secretly went to meet Bestie some time this week. Drove to Somerset to have dinner with her at Lucky Plaza and we had Nasi Ayam Penyet, yummy. Gossiping and update on each other lives and of course, my life the most boring part :( hehe but i don't deny that im a happier woman now. *peace*

Bought my Victoria Secret Body Splash and the smell of my perfume right now reminded me of the past. But, i love it though. hehe. I've also collected my Audrey Hepburn Biography book from Borders. *double happiness*.

The last thing we had together was a cup of coffee together (okay, i had chocolate milkshake with ice-cream) at Coffee Club before we ended our day and obviously hugs and kisses from her before we bid goodbye. I had a great time with her, no doubt and love her too :)

Yesterday, met up with MuthaFs. Full force again this time. Yeah, i was late but due to work commitments, i had to sacrifice my time. Managed to have dinner with them at Qiji and have some lepak session before heading home.

Read my book and dozed off.

2008-04-04T08:08:00.003+04:00

ArggggggggggggggHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

This is killing me!!!

However, im happy that the book that I've ordered is finally here.......

Thanks Borders!!

Wednesday, MuthaFs had dinner together at Beach Road. We had the most significant dish, Bone Steak. Yes, we were all clumsy and untidy, but we had so much fun together. At least, they made me happy after a hard day. :)

Unfortunately, we bumped into some SC (senior citizens) that was getting on our nerves. 1st: she was spraying water out of her cubicle that made some of us wet, 2nd: an apek kept coming near to get a ciggy, and he was really pestering us. Then, he smacked a cat just because he couldnt get a ciggy for himself. Jerk. hahaha. 3rd: an uncontrollable man (hehe) trying to hail a cab whom he, himself can't even stand on his feet properly and he was mumbling to us which makes us drifted further from him.

Well.. as usual, MuthaFs always end our day with a serious conversation, perhaps not at all the days, but sometimes. Ya.. we are serious at times, despite the craziness in us which people always think that we have fun all the time.

And we hate those who like to steal our friends... hahahaha

2008-03-31T18:20:00.005+04:00

It's miracle. I'm now blogging at home and in this hour. haha ok whatever.

Last weekend was spent entirely with my family. Since the last week of the month is the "critical period" for me so i took the opportunity to spend my time with my family. Yeah, im almost cashless this week. heh.

Saturday, managed to find a workshop to spray my spoiler, currently just waiting for the outcome. Hope to hear good news from them. Finally after hearing about this new Leisure park mall, my family and I decided to peek a view on them. Overall, hmm not that bad. I guess not many people knew about this people. Perhaps, it is just not accessible for some.

Watched some kids playing the small bike like what Azeana and Mark had played before. They were so cute and even some ride like a Pro. heh. My mom loved it so much. hahaha.

Sunday, we watched mini F1 show at Padang. Luckily, we managed to watch them. We thought we just missed everything. Fabulous! We went Peninsula for window shopping. It has been ages the last time i went there. Hmm.. not my kind of place anymore. ;p

Then, we had dinner at Mad Jack at Jalan Kayu. The food sucks. I thought it was nice since I heard few people was talking about it. It doesn't turn out well, however, i did manage to finish up my food afterall.

I hope to meet my MuthaFs and Bestie soon. But this period is just not the right time. *Sigh*

2008-03-26T14:56:00.002+04:00

Last weekend was spent in JB. Yeay. My car finally has a spoiler but yet to spray it. Another issue to think of. Hopefully, can be done during the weekend. I have done some accessories to my car but still it looks weird when one of my door was destroyed during the accident. So, one side of the door doesnt have those stickers anymore since it has been replaced to a new door. hahaha. *weirdos*

Then, later in the night, went to my aunt's house in JB. Finally get to meet my cousins especially one of them who had just ORD-oh. Good for you. Welcome to the "manhood" hahaha.

Well, few days back, Bestie msged me that made me into tears. She texted me that she missed those days when we would always talk at late nights till the morning. Gossiping and sharing our opinions. When I reflected back those days, yeah i missed those days, when either me or her would call each other for no apparent reason and we would just talk till we got no topics to talk about. That was what we would always do back then.

Ever since she has boyfriend, I started to cut down to make way for her conversation with her boyfriend coz I know how it feels like when we are in a relationship. Sometimes, i know that i think too much when my time with her is much lesser now.

But to think again, i realize that maybe i was thinking way too much. I should know her better and should not jump into conclusion.

Well, im really happy for her right now. Just can't wait to meet her when i meet her.. hahaha.

Thats all for now. Toodles.

2008-03-20T16:24:00.005+04:00

Yesterday nite was awesome!!! Lovely bunch of MuthaFs...wohoooo.

We made a surprise @ Rai's crib with her birthday cake. Thanks to her bro for inviting us in and suggested us to go to her room. Hope u like the birthday cake and the surprise we made specially for you. See... Rai, ur birthday was celebrated in a different way too. hehe.

Went over to St James later in the night, MuthaFs, Nysha, Nurul, Amirul & his friend 'Simon'. It was a blast. Met Yana belo @ St James. At last.. nmpak muka kau lagik. weeeee.. So many wonderful thing happen there. Enjoying ourselves like we never did. Thanks to the crew for fulfilling my request of 7 shots. Just nice for the Ladies Ladies. Yeyeyeyeye.

Then, something funny happen. I made a hole on Nysha's stockings. Man.. What was I thinking then? hahaha. But overall, we enjoyed ourselves till the end of the night.

Though, I reached home close to 5am, I still managed to get to work since I have many outstanding bills to settle. Thanks to my colleagues for keeping me awake the whole day by talking to me and making me laugh. hehe. During my ride in the train, I can't believe that I can even sleep while standing. Wth.

By the way Rai, I hope u love ur birthday celebration!!! Muaccckkkss.

Next... a trip to Bangkok & celebrating Horny's & Hanom's Birthday.. Yeehaaa..

2008-03-19T07:44:00.003+04:00

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY RAI!!!

Well, we gonna party tonite since u r dying to have a celebration today. hahaha. *kidding*

Let's dolled ourselves for the party tonite okay especially u!! :)

Yesterday, met up Azeana. Thanks babe for accompanying me for the last minute shopping. I've told u im the most fastest shopper around. Always grab and go. hehehe.

Had dinner @ our favourite spot, Tong Seng and we ordered our favourite dish as usual. ;p Then, her sis, Nysha came along.

Then, at a particular moment, we watched a man 'sniffing'. Well, to think about it now, it was funny, but at that moment, we suddenly felt scared about nothing. His reaction makes us curious and our reaction is much worst that his coz we din want to make it obvious that we were watching him all the way. hahaha

Just cant wait to meet my MUTHAFs!! That is the most important issue ever! :)

Gonna meet these girls tonite!

2008-03-16T08:28:00.005+04:00

Yesterday, I met some of the MuthaFs since Azeana is back in S'pore. Yippee. We re-unite again! Decided to meet them for a movie. We watched Step-up 2 and i really love it. Well, i shall just give 4 stars. :) The dance moves was super-fab.

As usual, we update each other lives. After the movie, we went window shopping for awhile. Unfortunately, met some of those F**** guys who got the cheek to call out my name, luckily the jerk wasnt there.

Then, i had some small talk with Rai. Shared our stories, opinions and memories. hahaha. Her birthday coming soon. Yeay, another birthday celebrating for the Muthafs.

I was thinking we should have a MuthaF's birthday celebration as well. But what's the date eh?? hehehe.

Right now, i have my computer back with internet connection. YEsssaaa!

Pictures uploaded.

2008-03-15T05:55:00.003+04:00

Yeah.. everything that i've wanted to do.. almost done. Thank God! :)

Firstly, a belated birthday celebration with Bestie. Done. Had dinner @ Secret Recipe in Vivo and updating of each other lives. I'm glad she is happy with her life right now. *thumbs up* The hugs and kisses that we had just assured me that she will be there for me no matter what. :) (Do i sound like a lesbian? hahaha) Well, i love her. No doubt. She is my Best Friend!.

Finally, me and some of the MuthaFs had booked our flight to Bangkok!!! Thank God. I can still remember those times when we were booking our flights online. We were scared about almost everything. From choosing the best flight, submitting our applications till making the payment. hahaha. It was a breathtaking one. Yes, that bad. But thankfully after hours and hours of booking, it has been CONFIRMED.

Next, our hotel/apartment. We will have to do another research on that. April is coming in few weeks time. So better book fast. :)

I was thinking of going JB next week. Hopefully, i can make it then. So many things to settle and once everything is fine and done with, i will be the happiest woman on earth. hehe.

I miss the whole bunch of MuthaFS... "Bila nk full force lagikkkkkkkk???" Muacks.

2008-02-19T06:59:00.002+04:00

Last Sunday, met up with MuthaFs w/o Rai. Thanks Horny for accompanying me for my haircut which we laughed out at the name of the salon. hahaha.

I still remembered when I had a small argument with Horny during Double O. But im glad that MuthaFs is still united till this very day. Though we always have small misunderstanding and quarrels, we will never always take it to heart coz i guess we are too honest to each other and accept each other's flaws. hehe Love u girls so much.

Had some small talks at Coffee Bean, our used-to-be-usual hangout. We were making plans for our trip to Bangkok. I am much excited about it coz it will be our first MuthaFs holiday trip together. How fun! :)

Later in the night, we had pratas in some fucked up part of Tampines. hehehe. We laughed the night through and I guess we did get some attention from the family next to us. We were just trying very hard not to be ourselves. Damnit, we just failed to do that. I had so much fun on that Sunday. Love u girls each and every day. hahaha. Muacks.

2008-02-15T13:23:00.004+04:00

Many days had passed and I've yet to update my blog till now.

Life has been great. With Family, Bestie, MuthaFs and my baby. However, things have not been right lately, but im lucky to have wonderful people around me, to be patience with me and who never fails to make me smile.

I have been making assumptions to certain people, and I'm glad that all my assumptions are wrong. Alhamdulilah. I am a happy person right now.

Well some updates of my life. Finally, i made my way to Double O and O Bar again. We had so much fun of course! The 'dare' game was hilarious and i didnt know my friends are these fun. hahahaha. *Thumbs up MuthaFs*

Went for a second trip to JB with my baby and family to my aunt's new house. It was so much fun coz i just love new environment remember?? hehe. Went shopping with Family on a weekday which i have been longing for it. Yeay. My car is finally okay. Like finally. I just cant wait to buy more accessories for my car in JB.

Met Bestie for Dinner on a lovely day. It has been such a long time I had conversations with her, with just the two of us. Love her so much. After a heavy dinner, we kissed and hugged each other goodbyes. It was nice having her around.

To Muthafs, how's our trip to Bangkok this June. Hopefully, we get to go for a holiday together one day. We have been planning and planning but yet to execute it again, like usual. hehe.

Gonna meet them today for dinner. So excited! Miss them so much. You MOTHERFUCKERS!!! hehehe :)

Till then, take care and goodbye! Muacks.

2008-01-31T06:35:00.001+04:00

When i came back from Krabi. I heard stories that happened during the holidays. Many things happened the past few weeks.

Right now, I miss everyone and everything that surrounds me. I miss my car, my family's outing, Bestie, MuthaFs and last but not least my ex who had left me 2 years ago. It is his birthday today. Ya, i still remember. hehe. Seriously speaking, he is my best boyfriend ever. But again, nothing lasts forever and well, I'm happier now, at least. :)

Right now, i feel like meeting my MuthaFs, just to talk crap and laugh with each other. I just wish that i can turn back the time whenever i want. I'm fucking bored. I need hugs right now. hehehe.

I had collected the makeover pictures yesterday. Hehehe. I had fun together with my family in the living room. My mom's laughter is always contagious and her antics just made me and bro laughed. Hahahaa.

2008-01-23T06:34:00.000+04:00

Hey im back from Krabi, Thailand.

Yes 5 days and 4 nights are great but at the very last day, still figuring out what to do. But overall, the beach was superb. Never ever in my life I've seen a crystal clear sea. It was kinda relaxing holiday for me since it had been a busy week for me lately.

The resort management was super friendly and makes us feel at home. It was such a cosy environment and definitely a good resort to recommend. The Krabi Tropical Resort.

We went snorkelling in Phi Phi Island. It was first snorkel, so I have to admit that it was horribly fun and i feel so jakun to be surrounded by the beautiful fishes in the beautiful sea.

The itinerary:
1) Shopping @ Ao Nang, Krabi Town & Tesco Shopping Centre
2) Snorkel & sight seeing @ Phi Phi Island - Maya Bay (The Beach movie), Bamboo Island etc
3) Shell fossil (so-called shell musuem)
4) Hot Spring
5) Emerald Pool (Crystal Pond)
6) Nemo-watching

7) Thai Massage

Well, i had great new year start. Hope more things to expect soon. Perhaps, a good thing would be better. So take a look at these pictures....

@ Krabi Town

Otw to Phi Phi Island

Maya Bay - where "the beach" movie is filmed

The Emerald Pool - slippery pool ever!!

Hot Spring - good for body

@ Ao Nang