Friday, August 08, 2008
My beloved fish is still alive and kickin'... yeay. :)
I am happy that I am in love once again, but now, no more worried feeling coz trust is very important. I need not worry what he's up to and where he's been. If doubt starts to reapper, all I need to do now is to pray to God to put the love back in my heart and hope everything's going be alright.
For every arguments or small quarrels that we had, all I did is to preach some positive words to him just to give a sense of assurance. Maybe not instantly, definitely one day, he will sit down and think about what we said.
Insyallah. Btw, i just hate morning rush, argh. It makes everyone so selfish, one who can't wait to get in the train, one who can't wait to be seated, one who can't wait to get out of the train and one who can't wait to get onto the escalator. I hate morning, but i love sunrise. heh. So contradicting. I admit. Why can't all of us start our morning peacefully. Haiz.
And at times i wonder, why character can't change. Well, ya people aren't perfect and life is unfair. Ok i just have to get this inside my head. haha.
I miss my Bestie and I miss him. *sigh*
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