Friday, March 09, 2007
Finally, able to take some time to blog. I feel terrible. I was away coz it is the payroll period. Stressed up. Basically, im fine with work.
However, what's worrying me now is about me and who else. We are drifting apart, far apart. He is just being a poser now with his new bike. Hey cmon, without me, u wont even ...........!Never appreciate me at all. U've got wat u dream of, and u put me aside. Now u are nowhere to be seen and heard. :) Thanks for hurting me.
Im still thinking of whether to let go. Yes, each nite i cant sleep, wake up early, thinking of these shits. I know u dun even care, i may be stupid for being too forgiving. Well, i learnt my lesson. This time if i were to really made up my mind abt us, pls dun go begging to me anymore. Pls! Never ask ur frenz or family to make it up. I really hope i can make the decision wisely. Right now, i've yet to have the answer.
The words from tat bitch hurt me alright. Though she means nothing to u. Im still happy to have lovely frenz and family who cares abt me. At 5am in the morning just now, my bestie called me up to give me the great advice ever. Her words moved me. Im so fortunate to have such a gd friend to be there for me at my lowest end.
I feel like my world is breaking up. Im just too afraid to face the reality. Well, we just cant deny the fact afterall!
Have a great weekends everyone! Coz i will ;)
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